Never Thought Of Seeing You Again...

Chapter 13:

*Bangchan POV*

I was sitting on the bench waiting for Y/n to come back with the ice cream.Even though we went on scary rides,today was still pretty fun.I looked at my watch..she seemed to be taking her sweet time.

I then started thinking about her.I don't know if I'm exactly in love with Y/n but what I do know is she's a really great person to hang around with even if we are pretending to be husband and wife.No..what am I saying? How dare I think about me possibly being in love with her when i did such terrible things back then? She is out of my league.I don't and never will deserve her.

???:Omg hey Bangchan!

I turned to my left to see Irene walking towards me.I smiled at her.

Bangchan:Hey Irene!

She sits next to me but not too close.

Irene:What are you doing here?

Bangchan:Oh I was hanging out with Y/n today.She just went to get ice cream for us two.How about you? I never thought you were the type to come to places like these.

Irene:O-oh well I was...hanging out with my family today! Yep spending family time with them.We had lots of fun.They just went home and I decided to stay a bit longer.

Bangchan:Oh how come?

Irene:Isn't it obvious..?

She sits closer to me.So close that our arms were touching.She then put her face close to mine.

Bangchan:I-irene..what are you-

She then suddenly smashed her lips on mine.I tried to break the kiss but for some reason I didn't.She wrapped her arms around my neck and grabbed my hair a bit.This somehow turned me on.I hesitated but ended up grabbing her waist and pulled closer to me.I didn't know what was wrong with me.Then
Y/n suddenly came back to my mind.

That's right...I really don't deserve her.We are just friends after all.Why would she care what I do? While we we were having our make out session,a sudden sound of ice cream dropped on the floor was made.I broke the kiss and looked at the direction of the sound and it was Y/n.She was crying.

She had super puffy red eyes and you could tell she was really upset.I was walking towards her but she stepped backwards.

Bangchan:Y/n?

Y/n:No..d-don't you dare step any closer..

Bangchan:But why?!

Y/n just ran away and I ran after her leaving Irene all alone.Y/n then went into my car and drove off.

Bangchan: Damn it..

After a few mins, I got a taxi and drove home because that's likely where she is right now.I arrived home fairly quickly,paid the driver and walked inside to see Y/n drinking from the wine bottle while laying down on the floor.She looked really messed up. I of course took it away from her and she was still crying.

She realized I was right in front of her and was about to run away to our room until I grabbed her arm.

Y/n:Let go of me Bangchan!

Bangchan:Not until you explain why you are crying.

She was quiet but then started screaming.

Y/n:You really want to know why I'm like this?!

She turned around and used her other hand to let my hand go of her arm.

*Y/n POV*

Y/n:It's because of you!

Bangchan:Because of me?What do you mean?

More tears were coming out but I couldn't let this stop me.I have to tell him.

Y/n:I..I was dropping hints everytime but it didn't went into that stupid thick skull of yours!

Bangchan:I don't get it...

Y/n:Why don't you get it? I LOVE YOU!

His eyes widens in suprise.

Bangchan:You love me?

Y/n:YES I liked you ever since we hanged out on our anniversary.I know we got married just for our companies and we were starting to become really good friends.But I wanted something more than that.I wanted to become more than friends.I still thought that maybe you liked me too and thought about ways to get you to like me.Why do you think I planned this day?! I thought everything was going well.I kept telling myself "I can do this." But clearly you didn't like me back huh? YOU FUCKING BASTARD! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MY HEART ACHES AFTER SEEING YOU KISS IRENE? My best friend out of all people...Why? Why did you have to hurt me like this?

Bangchan:You idiot..

Y/n:Huh?

Bangchan:How can I notice your stupid "hints"? How the hell was I was supposed to know you liked me? I only wanted to become friends nothing more.Yes I wasn't sure about my feelings towards you but now I know that I really don't like you.I'm glad I kissed Irene.She is definately better than you.If anything I only agreed for this marriage because of JYP.If I had a choice I would've divorced you a long time ago and never agreed to this marriage.

He shouted as he threw the wine bottle on the floor and it was shattered across the floor.He then was about to walk past me and said:

Bangchan:You're dead to me anyways.

My eyes widens.This made me more angry.Bangchan continues to walk past me.

Y/n:You really haven't changed after all these years,huh?

I could sense he stopped walking.

Y/n:It was stupid of me to think you've changed.It was also wrong of me to ever fall in love with a bastard like you in the first place.

That was the last thing I said to him as I left the house.

I was walking around trying to get some fresh.I have to stay away from him.Heh..what's wrong with me? Why the heck did I ever fall in love with him when he clearly doesn't care about me or anyone? I'm so stupid.I don't care what happens to our company anymore.I will divorce him.I will do anything to go away from him.I was waiting for the green light to come on so I can cross the road.After a moment,it finally came on and I was walking until I heard someone scream:

"WATCH OUT!"

I turned to my right and saw a big truck heading to my direction fast.

Y/n:Huh?

*Bangchan POV*

I was lying in bed thinking about what I said to Y/n.Did I really mean all of it? Honestly did she really think I noticed her "hints"? I then got a call from the a private number.I picked it up.

???:Hello is this the husband of Y/n? This is the Royal Hospital.

That's weird.Why is the hospital calling for her?

Bangchan:Yes I'm her husband.Did something happen?

Nurse:Sir it appears you're wife was in a car accident.Sir..? Are you there?Hello?

I dropped the phone on the floor.Y/n?In the hospital?What happened to her?

That was the moment when I realized it was all of my fault and my true nightmare of hell started.