Beside you (5sos Cake Fan fiction)

Chapter 2

A/N: Okay so Hai ! I'm the original owner of this account..
aka , Valerie .. and I really hope you enjoy this chapter. So thanks for reading!
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**Luke's POV**

I woke up the next day realizing what day it was and apparently .. I just had a really weird dream with Calum in it .
it felt so real ..
is that how it's going to feel like if it ever happens like that? or if that ever happens at all?
I lay on my bed with a painful headache.
This is making my head spin like crazy .. geez I wish that I could wake up with Amnesia .
I chuckled at my little joke there .

But all of this is began happening from that night during the where we are tour ..

** FLASHBACK **

"Calum , stop you're drunk." I say I as I push him off of me .

I really can't believe this is happening.
Me and Calum are in our hotel room ..since we were always comfortable being around each other we share a room.
But tonight was different . His Parents had gotten in a fights lately , and his sister kept texting him and calling him , telling him everything . He was really under a lot of stress with the tour and with his parents fighting and his sister suffering. I guess he took a couple of drinks to take his mind off of it.
"C'mon baby , I know you want too." Calum Whispers in my ear .
I felt a shiver go down my spine and the smell of alcohol come out his mouth .
"No Calum , Please stop ."

Could this get any worse?
he was forcing himself onto me right now and.. no I can't .
as much as I wanted to..
maybe.
I can't take advantage of him . right?
Calum stops for a second and looks me in the eyes .
I completely force right there. Why do I feel like this ?
We were both sitting down on the bed as He moves closer to me , and puts his hand on my cheek , our eyes locked with each others and suddenly he slowly places his lips onto mine .
Fireworks .
I felt it . It was amazing .
I completely ignored the alcohol in his breath and totally forgot about Everything for a moment ..
wait. what's going on ?
I pulled away from the kiss and looked sadly down at the floor .
I'm not gay.
but why do I feel like This? I look up to Calum and He gives me a sad look . What just happened .
We were both completely shocked.
but he might not even remember this tomorrow . He is drunk . What's the point on worrying?
After a few minutes we were both exhausted and I tucked Calum in bed .. hoping he wouldn't remember this.. but then I kinda want him too.
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Is that so bad?