College kid

The depression bug

Star

I drove to home and went straight to my room. I cried for about 3 hours then proceeded to watch Clarence while eating cookie dough. Then there was a knock on my door.

"Go away nigga!" I yelled

They knocked away.

"Didn't you hear me!"

They knocked again. I slammed my cookie dough down  and got up to get to the door. I opened it and saw that demon nigga. I closed the door but he stopped it with his hand. I use my body weight (which should be MORE than enough) to close the door. But it didn't work. He pushed the door back sliding me backwards. He walked in and turned to me. 

"Star I'm so sorry. I don't know why-"

"Get out Hudson get out!" 

"Just listen please?!"

"Hudson get out! Deadass." I yelled with tears streaming down my cheeks

"You didn't have to push her down the stairs."

I looked at him in disgust. 

"Are you kidding me?!" I said walking up to him

"You tell me you wanna be with me and I find out you were messing with her the whole time and I'm hurt because of what you did and you're worried about me pushing the hoe down some stairs?! You don't care about me. You NEVER did."

"Yes I have and yes I do."

"Why do you lie?!" 

I started beating his chest and screamed till he was against the wall. 

"Go Hudson!"

"Pl-"

"If you don't leave I swear I'll cut you. I'm not JOKING!" I yelled

"Star."

I walked away from him and went into the kitchen. I got one of my big knives and walked over to him. 

"You still think I'm joking?! Huh? Get out!"

"You're fucking crazy." He said leaving

I'm not crazy. I'm just done going through this again. I'm fed up. I drop the knife on the floor and cried as I crawled into a ball.

Tyler| The next day

It was about 1:30 and I just woke up. A new record. Anyways. I turn on the TV and stayed in bed. The amazing world of gumball was play. Star liked the amazing world of gumball. Nigga you're weak as fuck moping over some bitch you don't even know like that. But at the same time, she's not just a bitch, she's a girl who I really fuck with. My room was a mess and clothes/food was everywhere. It's kinda gross but I got use to it. I heard my door open and turn to see Frank. He gagged before walking in. 

"Nigga you gotta get your shit together."

"Why?"

"Cause you can't keep living like this. This ain't like you."

"I'm fine."

"No you're not; did Star ever call you last night?"

"What do you think."

"He sighed." 

"Do you have her address?"

"Maybe."

"Text it to me."

"Why?"

"Cause I just wanna talk to her."

"I already gave you her number though." 

"Nigga just give it to me." He said annoyed

"Alright fine!"

"And clean up." He said before leaving 

I turned my focus back to the TV and just sat there. 

Frank

This is ridiculous. They're both being giant babies about this. But Frank how is the affecting you. Nigga I need another feature on my song and Tyler already recorded half of his verse and needs to finish the other half. It's been almost 2 weeks. I drive to Stars house and knock on the door. No answer. But her car's in the driveway. Fuck it. I twist the knob and to my surprise it opens. 

"Star?!" I called out

I see a light shining through the bottom of closed door. I walk up to it and knock on it.

"Star? You in there?"

"Why are you in my house?"

"It's Frank. The door was unlocked but your car was in the driveway."  

"Can I come in."

"Sure."

I walked in and I kid you not, it's exactly how Tyler's room looked. Just great.

"Oh my gosh what happened?"

"A really really bad breakup."

"Oh. Shit I'm sorry."

She nodded her head. 

"Don't you have school or something you know, productive to do?" 

"Yeah, but I'm not going. I don't feel like it. Why are you here anyways?"

"Originally I came to talk to you about Tyler but since you two are...obvious going through some things. Nevermind."

"What is he going through?"

"Like I said, he's depressed cause you won't talk to him."

"I don't wanna talk to anybody right now. No offense." 

"None taken I know how hard break ups can be. I'm just saying if you two just talked or hung out or something, y'all would feel better."

"Maybe. But for right now I'm staying right here."

"That's understandable."

"I know."

"I- well consider talking to each other please?"

"Sure."

"Thanks and I hope you feel better."

"Mhm."

I walked out and closed the door. Damn.