You Can't Fight This Alone

Chapter 5: This World can Be So Cruel

Sorry peoples for not updating yesturday I was really sick and still had to train so I pretty much felt like death... :( Anyway its here now I'm still sick but I love you all so yepp enjoy!! 

*DEAN POV*

Rolling over i noticed Lexi wasn't beside me, what? where she go? Then I heard a tiny voice singing from the bathroom. "You followed me home, your inside my mind, got me so confused don't know wrong from right..." Lexi's voice so cute. 

She came out within 20 minutes smiling. "Hi Dean! Didn't wake you with my awful singing did I?" 

"Lexi your singing is lovely." She gave a small smile then headed out for breakfast. 

*LEXI POV* 

Ha i'm so embrassed Dean heard me singing, oh well, i sat there stuffing my face full of breakfast Seth laughed at me. "What? i'm hungry, dont judge a girl when she's hungry!" 

My phone buzzed, i wonder who that is, i mean i never really had any friends and all my family were dead or couldn't give a shit about me. "Lexi, baby where are you? Tom!" - Shit! i thought ok don't look worried just act cool. I simply deleted his text. 

"You ok?" I turned my head seeing Dean looking at me, i nodded yes and carried on eating my breakfast but slower. 

"So we have a show today, Lexi you want to come?" Seth broke the chatter in my mind. 

"umm what? oh yeah yeah!" What was i agreeing to? 

Seth chuckled, i think he knew i had no idea what he just said. 

"Roman?" i needed to tell someone, just not crazy looneytoons lunatic whatever or Seth i love them just i think Roman is way more mature. 

"yeah babygirl?" He looked at me in questionable tone.

"Can we go for a walk i want to tell you something," - i looked the Dean and Seth, "ALONE!"

Dean frowned Seth just pouted like a child. "Yeah ok, let me grab a jacket." He gave a small smile.

Before we left i looked back towards Dean and Seth, "And no! You can't follow us! Seth, Dean NO! STAY" i giggled they pouted and said something but i didnt take any notice, leaving with Roman.

We arrived at a park it was quite and sunny with a light breeze. "Ok kid what did you want to talk about? Your not pregant are you?" i smacked his arm. 

"No you idiot!" He let out a small chuckle. Then waited for me to talk, i stared at my feet, trying to piece together what to say.

"Well you promise not to tell the others, well not just yet, until like tomorrow or something." His weight shuffled, he placed to fingers under my chin making me look into his eyes. He had that father look, i hadn't seen that look from anyone for about four years. I missed it.

"Babygirl? what is it? your making me worried." My throat went dry, i could speak. He pulled me closer to him, he gave me a hug to try and reasure me. 

"Um..well i got a text.. from um... Tom..." i looked down feeling ashamed, pushing myself away from him. 

"What? When? let me see?" i shook my head, standing up quickly. 

"This morning and no i can't i deleted it." i mumbled. "It only said, Lexi, baby where are you? Tom.."

"Babygirl, is that it anything else?" i shook my head no. I started to cry small tears. 

"He's going to find me Roman, he won't give up till i'm dead or with him. i want my old life back! I just want my family back, why did they have to get murder, no one knows who did it! I just want a family!" Roman stood up hugging me tightly as i cried heavly into his chest. 

"Shh shh i know babygirl, let it out. You have a family it's us and..." Roman stopped talking. I turned around seeing his eyeline fixed. 

And heaven be hold Dean and Seth, who knew they could never follow orders. i chuckled to myself. 

"Guys i thought i told you two to stay!" There faces looked angry. uh-oh!

"Lexi! Why didn't you tell us?" How did they find out.

"Tom he sent you a text didn't you?" i shook my head no. 

"Funny that becuase we got a similar text from him too." Dean sounded angry at me. "Why don't you trust us or me!" He raised his voice. 

"I do, I do trust you guys, i just couldnt tell you, you would get all mad..like this." I cired again, Roman bought me into a hug. 

"Dean calm down, we were going to tell you guys later on." Roman spoke trying to calm the situation down. Seth didn't speak he just put a hand on Dean's shoulder. 

"Look, i'm sorry ok, i'm sorry what more do you want? DO YOU WANT TO BE LIKE TOM AND YELL AT ME THEN HIT ME!" i ran out of Roman's grip, running over a bridge hiding in some bushes. I just simply sobed. 

*DEAN POV* 

I was so angry, how could she not tell me? Doesn't she trust me? or something? 

"Look, i'm sorry ok, i'm sorry what more do you want? DO YOU WANT TO BE LIKE TOM AND YELL AT ME THEN HIT ME!" Lexi yelled the last bit, that hit me like a ton of bricks, then she ran form us. 

"Geez man, now look what you did! Well frikin' done!" Seth finally spoke yelling at me.

I hurt her, i hurt just like Tom. I just stood there unable to move, i didn't mean to, it just, it just happened god damn it Dean!

Roman and Seth ran after her but they didn't catch her in time before she disappeared down a trail somewhere. 

"DEAN! GET YOUR SORRY ASS OVER HERE! WE NEED TO FIND HER!" Roman was really angry, beyond that! 

Why did you do this you stupid idiot! I love Lexi, she's my sister i need her even if i haven't known her that long i need her and she needs us. Dean you better make this right. 

"Dean, you better make this right! You two Seth you didn't exactly help with the whole situation!"

God Roman was loosing his mind over this, ok i was too but...but nothing just find her.

"Lexi! Lexi!" We all called out. 

*LEXI POV* 

I heard them all yelling for me, but diecide against going to them, instead i walked deeper past the pathway, back tracking through the woodland. I made my way back to the hotel. It took about 40 minutes, longer than before as i took my time and out of sight. I arrived at the hotel asking for the key to my room, as i didn't have one. I gave it another hour, guessing boys were freaking out. So I texted Roman, saying i was at the hotel. 

About 20 minutes later i heard the boys rush in, i just curled up in the bed. "Lexi, there you are, you had us worried." It was Roman and he didn't sound mad...yet. I ignored him i didn't want to talk. He sat on the side of the bed. 

Sitting up i pulled him into a hug, and cried. After a while i let go and just laid down. Staring aimlessly. Roman sighed and left leaving the door slightly open. 

I began to sing quietly...AND THEY CRY TONIGHT A DAUGHTER THAT THEY HARDLY KNEW. AND SHE'S LOST IN TIME. ANOTHER EMPTY BOTTLE TAKES A LIFE...

(Songs "I Know It's Too Late", Rebekah White,  Another Empty Bottle katy Mcalliterjust incase any of you were wondering.) :)