It takes two

Chapter 4

I run up the stairs to my apartment and start pounding on the door. Demi calls out for me to wait so I do. As I walk in she takes in my appearance and a worried look covers her face. "What happened? Is it Louis? What did he do" I begin to sob. "It was a lie dem it was all a lie" I start to ramble. "It was just a lie just a coverup Louis didn't have to break up with me he did it because he wanted to but he was too much of a pussy to tell me the real reason so he blamed it on the bloody management. He could date me if he wanted but the problem is he doesn't want to I'm useless worthless and nothing any guy would want that the only reason why he dumped me not because if the freaking management and oh my god Liam that kid is a freak I want to choke him till his face goes blue. I hate them all!!! I hate it!!!" I'm screaming mp by the time I finish. She takes me into her arms and she says "my girl, it got better the first time and I promise it will get better again" I stay in her arms until my breathing calms and I can stop crying.

When she lets go it's about 6 o'clock meaning we stayed in that embrace for half an hour. I'm lucky to have her, so lucky. "You hungry em?" She asks. "I'll have a large margarita pizza for myself thanks and I think we need some ice cream here" I say with my face in a pillow and she laughs at me. "Ok i'll be back soon" she says and walks out but she stops at the door and asks "will you be ok?" Knowing my past she is worried. I nod and hum. She walks out and I turn to face the roof. I remember how I met demi. I was depressed before Louis and after Louis I just went straight back. That night when he told me to get out of his life I attempted suicide. I know it's bad but demi was simply a pizza delivery girl who got the wrong room. I think it was faith OR she heard me crying from outside.

She knocked and then walked in seeing the blood all around me and then empty pill bottle. She took me to the hospital. We stayed in contact after that and became best friends. Then to keep me safe we moved in together. I realise by her asking " will you be ok " she meant please don't hurt yourself. So I don't. I think of dem and the sight she would come back to. I love her to bits and I wouldn't do anything to hurt her. And hurting myself would result I her being hurt. So I switch the tv on and wait. When she walks back she smiles bright as ever. She gives me a margarita pizza, six nuggets, and a chocolate milkshake. She then put the rocky road ice cream in the freezer arms puts on a movie which I recognise as pitch perfect. I love this night.

When the movies finished its still 11 o'clock which is early for us so she puts on the vow and brings us tissues and ice cream with two spoons in it. We watch the movie without speaking or making a sound. We both cry at the end and hug each other. This movie we've watched probably 50 times never ceases to make me cry. When she takes the rubbish to the bin I hug her and say "I love you dem. thank you for everything. I will repay you." She shrugs and says "it was no big deal, I love you too baby." She moves to her bed and I fall asleep being sure to wake up at 8:30 tomorrow morning.