Why did I ever agree to go to that stupid bonfire? Why does everything hurt? Why can't stop crying? Why can't I be heather?
As soon as I got to the bonfire heather came into sight wearing his sweater. He gave her his sweater...its just polyester? Why do you like her better?
Is it because I'm not heather, I could never be heather.
I couldn't bare the sight of him holding her hands, he'd put his arm around her shoulder
I've never felt colder.
Him kissing her is forever engraved inside my head, he'd never kiss me I'm not even half as pretty.
He never looked at me like that, was it to much to ask for him to look at me like that?
I should've never went to that stupid bonfire
Craig caught me crying and took me home but by than I was incredibly drunk. HE tried to comfort me but that didn't go over so well.
For the first time ever I told someone else about my silly crush
No it isn't silly, it isn't a crush
It's pathetic and its obsession
I can't remember the rest of the night but I could swear I thought I kissed Craig
My heads a mess and the only thing I remember is the damned sweater and him kissing her, why'd he kiss her?
Of course he'd kiss her, who wouldn't want to kiss heather
To him she's an angel but she'll always be the devil to me...
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I Wish I Were Heather BXB
RomanceA diary of a boy who was in love but wasn't someone who could be loved.... A diary about the boy who wished...he was heather... A book diary about a boy who could never be heather... "Third of December" a busy month for a lot of people THIS WAS BOO...
