behind the camera - zm

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zayn
"oh fuck." i said as i pulled out, the girl under me was close to fainting, i felt dumbfounded because i had wanted to say something to her but i didn't know her name.
"i'm going to go." i said, getting up and pulling my shirt over my head.
after i had all my clothes back on, i left her flat. i tend to always have a one night stand here and there, but cara really stood out to me. she was nicer than most, and very cooperative, yesterday's shoot was for a magazine ad. one of those bigger brands i think, but i had never heard of cara until she walked into the room.

i got into my car, immediately driving away from the unknown flat. i sighed, something about cara had just flipped the switch for me.
i was soon at my flat, unlocking the front door to my cat running to me like a dog would've.
"priscilla." i cooed, putting my things down and petting her.
i picked her up and kissed her, bringing her to the kitchen so i could feed her. poor thing probably hasn't eaten much today.

my phone was buzzing in my pocket but i had ignored it, priscilla being more important than whatever had been making my phone go off.

cara

"honestly i just think that i'm going to just stay single forever." i giggled, taking another shot.
jalyn wrapped an arm around me, "i think that you'll find someone soon. don't be so negative."
jalyn is one of my closest friends, we met in college just before i had gotten into modeling.
the music had changed to a more upbeat song and jay dragged me to the dance floor.

"have some fun!" she yelled over the music.
my hips moved with the beat and she held one of my hands so we wouldn't lose each other in the sea of people. i decided to let lose and not let anything stop me, until i felt a pair of hands at my waist.

i stopped, turning my attention to the person behind me. he was quite tall, his hair in a quite and was wearing a navy blue shirt with some black trousers. his arms were quite tattooed, he then noticed me staring.
"liam." he held his hand out.
"cara." i smiled.
we then went back to dancing together, his movements moving with mine. jalyn gave me wide eyes and i shook my head, just wanting to have a night of fun after traveling for so long.

i was back home, i just wanted to soak in the uk life again but still have fun doing it. my hands went to liam's neck and i smiled at him, he laughed.
"quite the dancer are you?" he said into my ear.
"very much so, i'm not here often."
i didn't want to sleep with liam, even though i found him attractive i just couldn't.
yet, our lips were moving with each other's.

i pulled away, shaking my head.
"liam, i really can't-"
"i understand, i respect you cara. i don't want to be that creepy guy in the bar that just uses you." he said, releasing his hands from my waist.

"we can exchange numbers? maybe go out for lunch someday."
he nodded, we exchanged phones entering each other's digits in them. i turned to jalyn who was standing there with her arms crossed.
i gave liam his phone back then waving goodbye to him, walking over to jay.
"you do this all the time." she sighed.
"do what?"
"you have fun and let loose with a guy but you're too afraid to let him in." she replied.
i grabbed her hand, walking out of the club since i didn't want to be here anymore.

"i just don't want things to be like how they ended last time."