158. This is goodbye

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in the morning



Shanise opened the letter that kaden gave her and a ring fell out of the envelope

The letter said


I'm sorry bby i really am, i didn't wanna leave you like this, i hope you can find someone who loves you as much as i tell you to love yourself, you're beautiful.

I'm sorry for what you'll hear, Just remember that you're special, you're the only girl i ever gave so much attention, this will be hard for everyone, including my fans and my fathers fans, tell him that i love him and that my parents letters are in my drawer.

I love you mamas more than anything or anyone, i love you more than i love myself.




Shanise looked in the mirror and started crying




Shanise's POV

You don't think he killed himself do you


She called Lexi and she picked up


Lexi: honey we're at the hospital

Shanise: I'm coming  (she hung up and put kaden's black hoodie and sweatpants on)





At the hospital




Shanise: where's my boyfriend (he voice cracked)

Doctor: we can't let you through miss

Shanise: WHERE IS HE (she started crying and saw Lexi run up and hug her along with Jake) is he gone

Lexi: (she cried) no baby but he attempted to kill himself (she looked at Jake)

Jake: did he tell you anything (he wiped his tears)

Shanise: yeah this letter, he has your letters in the drawer, he said he did it at seven o'clock this morning (a tear went down her cheek) is he alive

Lexi: yes



They were finally allowed to see kaden

doctor: family would you like to go in

Lexi: you can go in if you want shanise

Shanise went in and saw kaden on the hospital bed

Shanise: (she cried) why (her voice cracked) why do this (she hit his chest) KADEN

Lexi: honey honey it's okay

Shanise: he doesn't care (her voice cut out after crying and she coughed from crying so hard) he gave no warning (she cried) he wanted to wow he without even saying goodbye

Kaden: I'm sorry (he cried)

Jake: i know but i guess we have to just pray he gets better

Shanise looked in his pockets and saw a box of cigarettes and a lighter


Lexi: honey those won't help, kaden has a terrible smoking problem

Shanise: it's the closest thing i have to feel like I'm reconnecting with him (she put one in her mouth and went outside of the hospital and smoked)

She came in 20 minutes later

Shanise: i can't believe he tried to kill himself (she held his hand) i love you more than i love myself





Shanise was sat in her room not leaving or saying anything for a few days but she posted on her Twitter

I love you more than i love myself - K.C


Jadenhossler posted on his Instagram

Jadenhossler: wow, i don't have any words for this, kaden is one of my best friends, he was like nephew to me

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Jadenhossler: wow, i don't have any words for this, kaden is one of my best friends, he was like nephew to me. You took this picture when we were getting high in the studio.

I never expected you to be the one to want to leave this world so quickly, all my love goes to your family and especially your girlfriend, Shanise, i love you little rockstar. Get better bud

All the sway boys posted and so did tiktok room


Tiktokroom: kaden Cooper has attempted to kill himself, rumours have said that it was an attempt #thoughts #kadencooper

Brycehall: shut the fuck up and take down this stupid post, this is a hard time for us all so stop posting this because it isn't fucking tea

Jadenhossler: wow you guys have no respect

ShaniseG: can you take this down, i don't even have to say please for this, it's just disrespectful and disgusting, my boyfriends recovering mentally and the last thing i need is for everyone reminding me about my boyfriend trying to kill himself <3

BlakeGray: you have nothing to be sorry Shanise, these ass holes are just stupid.

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