46. Feeling hurt

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Mia: (she woke up to Jake kissing her neck) Jake
Jake: mhm (he kissed her lips and kissed her neck making her eyes roll) You okay
Mia: no (she hugged him)
Jake: what's wrong (he pouted) baby
Mia: do you love me
Jake: yeah (he kissed her) of course (he kissed her neck and mumbled) i do (he kissed her and they made out and she ran her hands through his hair and he grabbed her waist and took her shirt off and she pulled her shirt down and Jake looked at her confused) baby why not
Mia: no Jake (she sat up) so you love me for me it for the sex
Jake: (he looked down and smirked but she couldn't see) i love you (he kissed her) but you made me sad that you think i don't love you (he gripped her waist)
Mia: I'm sorry it's just all you do is kiss me
Jake: (he sat at the end of the bed) that's what a relationship's about mia. I can kiss you
Mia: no Jake i-
Jake: whatever Mia I'm going home (he left without saying goodbye)

Jake's pov

I smoked a cigarette on the way back home

I knew exactly what she meant My last girlfriends thought that's all i wanted

If i going to be honest it's true

I don't think there's any love in me anymore

All i want to do hurt them mentally

I want to hurt myself physically

I can't do it

(He arrived home and his family tried talking to himself and he went straight to his room)

Jake: (he called Soph) i know i said i wouldn't cut myself soph but i have to, i love you and please just don't come get me, i miss you i really do and i wish i could have been able to cuddle with you
Sophia: Jake do not hurt yourself I'm coming over right now, i love you too and i miss you
Jake: i can't Soph (he cried and started to cut himself)

Sophia arrived at Jakes house and knocked on the door, his mom answered

Lisa: Sophia and Joey wha-  (they ran past him and Joey called the ambulance)
Sophia: Jake (she opened his bathroom door and saw him bleeding and the bath was filled with blood he was going unconscious) no baby's wake up (she kissed him) stay with me (Jakes eyes were opening and closing)
Jake: Soph is that you
Sophia: yes baby the ambulance is coming

(Jake arrived at hospital)

Jake: Soph
Soph: yea Jake
Jake: thanks (he took out a cigarette and was about to use his lighter but Sophia took it away) why (he pouted)
Sophia: were in a hospital Jake and joeys outside if you wanna smoke go with him
Jake: okay I'm going to him (he went outside)
Joey: buddy you're alive (he hugged him) i missed you
Jake: yeah me too (he lit his cigarette)

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