"Shivani wake up, its almost to go to the airport" mom yelled in my ear as she was trying to wake me up.As I opened my eyes I noticed that tears were flowing down her beautiful rosy cheeks. "Hey mom Don't cry, i'll be back soon, don't you worry" I stated while tearing up but I made sure that the tears did not spill out of my eyes, I didn't want to look weak in front of her. My eyes felt as if they were on fire, the burning sensation followed. I knew she loved me alot and didn't want to see me leave but I need to, I have to finish my studies.I brushed my teeth and made my way back to my room to get dressed. After changing into a sweater and skinny jeans, I tied my hair back into a pony tail. I started to fold my clothes neatly and placed them into a suitcase. Time was flying and it was finally time to visit the place I was most terrifed of going to. My two brothers, Eric and Jacob were laughing and having a good time while sitting in the back of the car, looking at them made my smile turn into a huge grin. I look back up at my mom and grin seemeed to disappear. She didn't speak the whole car ride,her silence worried me. We wallked down to the departuring area and it was time to say good bye. I tigtly hugged my mom, not wanting to leave her. The tears broke through and they spilled down my cheeks, I didn't realize that I was sobbing very hard and was having difficulty breathing. I calmed myself down but the pain had not lessend nor subsided. " I love you mom" I said making sure my voice didn't crack," "Bye love." she replied ,as she stuied my face, her tired and weary eyes still haunted me , I never wanted to hurt her, the past had already given her enoug pain. I kissed her on the cheek and faced my brothers who both looked heart broken. "Hey boys, I'll be back soon, so put your smile back on your faces." I replied, trying to make them cheer up a little bit but it wasn't working. They gave me little smiles and waved good bye" Don't forget us while you're there" Eric said, I giggled and told him I would never forget about the people that love me the most.. After many security checks I finally was able to find my spot on the airplane.
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Passion To Love Yet Fear Of Betrayal (A Zayn Malik FanFiction)
Fanfiction21 year old Shivani is from a small town called Canmore. She has forgotten how to love and wants to know how it feels to be herself again. Craving for happiness she decides to study abroad at the University of Manchester. Her life changes when she m...
