the words "love" sounds really funny to me, it may sounds a littlte bit of a joke after alll this time.
i didn't know what was going on my happen in my life until it happened. maybe i manifest things that i don't really want to happen so when it happens it feels funny. Senior year of highschool has been though because of the pandemic but personally for me it has been crazy.
i remember on my running session i saw him across the river and gladly he didn't see me, i had this funny feelings on my stomach. Surely it wasn't butterfly or some shits but i got emotional afterwards. for fuck sake i know im being hyperbolic because i've seen him a couple times and we act like we're friends but , my God... the feeling and the emotion that he gave me by only looking at him are kind of too much.I wanted to be free
i have this total weird relationship with someone at the momment, and i don't think it is a relationship tho. Maybe a fling, maybe it was just a one time thing but hell it surely was intense.
i wanted to work on myself, being a better person and having a mindfull thoughts is my goals. and about HIM, maybe i'll write again in another chapter if we meet in person and i'll tell you how it goes. because at this time of my life, i wanted to enjoy being free, being who i wanted to be without having him as a thought.
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HIM
DiversosThis is a bunch of things i never get to say about my life after i lost the person i cared about a year ago. i write how the breakups changed my life into some sort of a movie because untill now, everything felt surreal to me.
