I'M NOT GAY! [semi × shirabu]

Chapter One: Fuck you, Semi-san!

"Shirabu-san, if we'll do something to you, will you like it?"

"S-stop..."

"We just like you so much, we can't control it!"

"N-no... What are you..."

"Shirabu-san, we'll do anything for you!"

"B-but you're guys- ah!"

"C'mon, Shirabu-san. Don't you like it?"

"S-stop it already!"

"Shirabu-san..."

"NO! S-STOP IT!"

"KENJIRO!"

I opened my eyes. My sister was holding both of my shoulders. The sunlight was hitting my face directly as I hear faint chirps from the bird outside my window. It took me seconds to actually see my sister, who was holding both of my shoulders. "Nee-san..."

"Are you okay?" She asked. "Are you dreaming about it again?"

"It's okay," I raised my head and leaned on the headboard. "I'm relieved it was just a dream."

"Should I call Mom?"

"No, thanks. I'm going to take a bath." I stood up and left her in my room. Once I closed the door, I slammed the wall with my palm. "Damn... Kenjiro, get a hold of yourself."

When I was in middle school, I was harassed by a group of guys who were taller and bigger than me. They kept saying that they like me, and one time, it reached the point where they almost did something. Only heaven knows how thankful am I when my sister came back to check on me.

It still traumatizes me up to this day. Apparently, they call themselves gay. I don't have any issue with their sexuality, but I'll never forgive them. They got twelve months of rehabilitation, and that's it. I can still see them roaming around my neighborhood, although it looks like they're scared of me now.

... I don't know if I should be angry... or pity myself first.

"Good morning," I greeted my sister and my mother who were busy sipping their coffee and reading newspapers. I gently took a slice of bread and placed a piece of egg on top, before biting its corner.

"Kenjiro, when are you going to move to the dorms?" My mother asked, raising her right eyebrow.

I took my sister's hair clip on the table to set my bangs aside. "I don't want to move yet."

"You're a second-year already, and don't forget that we're paying for the dorms too," She rolled the newspaper and placed it on her lap. "You should use it more."

"I don't think Kenjiro can move yet, Mom," My older sister, Kenshi, butted in. "You know what happened to him, we shouldn't force him."

"I'm not forcing him, I'm just asking him," Mom sipped on her coffee. "Don't tell me that he's going to live here even if he gets old."

Ah, this discussion again. Shiratorizawa had this dorm system, and it is only optional, but my Mom chose to pay for it because she wanted me to be more independent.

I don't want to because if my sister's not around when I wake up from that nightmare, I would probably freak out. As much as possible, I don't want to embarrass myself on the school grounds, so I'm still trying to get over it.

"Good morning." I greeted everyone as I put my water tumblr on the bench. Everybody was already warming up, and obviously, I'm late.

"You dimwit!" Ah, I see. Coach is already opening his mouth too wide first thing in the morning. "If you're going to be late, just don't show up the whole day!"