Love

Talked to him

So it was a day we were at my mom boyfriends house ( when aren't we there😂) it was nicks birthday so we went and got Burger King and cupcakes and went back to the house. When we got there the boys were outside cooking on the grill. We walk in the backyard and wave  hi to them and then go inside so we got the cupcakes ready and stuff and the boys come inside and ask them.
Mom: you guys want cupcakes
Jeff: were making dinner on the grill
My mom: it's all good have desert before lmao
Eric: okay thank you
So I'm sitting on the stool and Eric stands next to me eating the cupcake and throws it out and looks at me and smiles and says
Eric: hey:)
Me: hey what's up
Eric: not much you
Me: not much
Eric: you gonna have a cupcake
Me: not right now I'm not that hungry
Eric: okay lol well I'm gonna outside and finish making food
Me: okay have fun lol
It was getting late so we all left and went home we said bye to the boys and went home and got ready for bed and as usual I laid down and listened to music and smiled like an idiot

I'm thinking in my head: I am definitely in love with this kid and I'm not gonna put all my convos with my friends but they're all telling me to go for it and to shoot my shot with him but one friend kept giving me negative energy about it and that's when I cried bc I couldn't handle it and I went to bed.

The next day I was depressed and didn't wanna do much and it was a bum day for everyone so we all just chilled in bed