Alpha's Dirty Secret (SAMPLE ONLY)

Chapter 1

Chapter 1 

"Go faster Cole, please I'm so close!!"I could feel my walls tightening around his large thick length as he kept pounding in and out of mesending me into an unending pleasure right now. 

"Cum for me baby" his husky voice sent instant shivers down my spine. 

I watched as his pitch black eyes filled with lust and love staring back at my chocolate brown orbs,and in that tiny moment I felt like he belonged to me and only me.He brought his lips on to mine and I could feel his breath on my lips only making my mouth waterand flutter close.I moaned from too much pleasure and together we both released our own respective ecstacy. 

He buried his head to my chest and slowly and painfully he pulled away his member that wasconnecting us together. He lay beside me and rested for a while until he got out of my bed andstarted putting his clothes on. What did I expect...? 

"Already going?" I asked even though I knew what his answer would be. 

"I need to meet your sister, I'd love to stay with you but I have to go," he said as he finishedbuttoning his jeans and his shirt and left without even letting me to beg for him to come back. 

Pitiful right? 

I know that already. 

I sighed at the thought of my mate leaving me for another woman, but what can I do this is betterthan getting rejected. 

I quickly went to my attached bathroom and turned on the shower, I watch as the water mix withmy blood, the evidence of my innocence get wash away. 

After the long hot shower I finally got out and got change, as I was drying my hair on my dressingtable I saw my reflection on the mirror and wondered, why am I crying?I tried wiping it away but it was only replaced by new ones, I sighed and just let it flow until it driesout. 

I didn't bother getting out of my room and I just went to clean my bed sheets and placed it with newones, great now I have to throw this away because mom would notice it, not that she would careanyway to be honest not like anyone would care after all I'm not my sister. 

The tall and pretty onethat everybody loves, even I love her and I can't even take the risk of taking the man she first love,which is mate from her. 

That would be too selfish of me... right? 

God I'm so pitiful! 

Why can't anything be simple for me, but no you just have to make it hard! 

Whydid you give me a mate that is forbidden for me to love!? 

Why can't it be just an ordinary wolf?! 

Why does it have to be me?! 

Haven't I suffered enough?! 

Damn it! 

If I never met him, if I never laid my eyes on him, if I didn't move back here... then Iwouldn't be hurting so much right now!? 

This all started 2 weeks ago when I moved back here since grandma's death... why did she have togo? 

If she didn't then I wouldn't feel so lonely right now! 

We made a promise! 

I was never wantedhere in the first place anyway! 

The only reason I moved back was because of my sister but now I'mregretting ever moving back here! 

If what happened in the past never happened then this wouldn'thave happen, I wouldn't have met my mate, I wouldn't have to hide, I wouldn't have to feel like anobody but things can never be simple can they?