Alpha's Dirty Secret (SAMPLE ONLY)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

After what Cole and I did behind that building we both acted as if nothing, I should get used to this right? But why am I stuck again in the middle of him and my sister again? But what's worse is that my 'parents' were also in the same room as well as the rest of the pack and I can't do anything but listen to their boring pack conversation.

How long will dinner be over? Because I am itching to kill someone right now, take a deep breath... just a few more minutes... oh hell with this!

I quickly stood up from my sit and only earned everyone's eyes on me, I can feel my loving parents (note the sarcasm) cursing inside their head for me to sit back down but hell do I care? No.

I didn't wait for them to stop me so I quickly left the room and left the house. I don't know why but it still hurt seeing them two together... being happy... something I can never have.

I don't even know where I'm heading when all of a sudden I bumped into a wall... wait—since when did walls breath? I quickly look up and saw Jake. Of all times we always meet like this, this must be some sort of weird fate.

"You ok?" he asked and I just nodded at him, he kept quiet knowing the situation so he just stayed behind me.

It was pretty cute really having a dog following me behind (get it, wolf joke... never mind), I don't know where my legs were taking me but before I knew it I ended up in front of the cemetery entrance. What was I doing?

This was a forbidden place! I mentally slapped myself for breaking my rule so I quickly left and when I thought that Jake has stopped following me I was wrong.

"Jake you can go now," I told him but he didn't answer so I just ignored him again.

After my long daily stroll I finally stopped in front of the pack house, aka their house.

I looked at the same building that I used to call home when I was young but now it just looks like the entrance to hell.

Why did I even bother coming back?

As I was about to enter hell once again I heard Jake called after me.

I turned around and tried to mask my emotions from him when suddenly he did the unexpected. He hugged me.

My face were buried on his sturdy chest and I can smell the woody manly scent of him, but not manly enough like Cole—wait where did that come from?

I tried pulling away but he only hugged me tighter, I don't know why but this seems to comfort me... it was so different and for once my heart was actually beating madly... what is happening to me?

"Don't fight it..." he whispered and I took that as my go signal to hug him back, I wrapped my arms around his waist and felt tears escaping my eyes.

How come Cole can never hug me like this? To comfort me like a proper mate? Why am I even asking this? Who am I kidding? Obviously I was never good enough, my sister was better, she is always better, even I would pick her over my mate.

When everything was going so well we heard a deep growl somewhere that both made us pull away, I quickly wiped my tears and quickly put my mask on and looked at the angry Alpha Cole in front of us. Why is he still here?

"Is there a problem alpha?" Jake asked in such a polite tone that even I would feel disrespected at how mocking his manners were.

"Nothing, just got something on my throat," Cole said before sending me a look as he leave, I said my goodbye to Jake as well since he doesn't live in the pack house anymore.