Jealousy [ Solby ]

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"brennen." I lied.

Everyone oohed except for Colby, he didn't look to happy. Maybe he was just tired.

"Sam you could have told me before I would have already taken you to the bedroom" Brennen joked and everyone laughed again. Except for Colby...

"Looks like someone's jealous" Corey said once the laughing calmed down. Everyone faced Colby.

"What? I'm not jealous" Colby laughed.

"Why would I be jealous? I can get Sam anytime if I wanted to." Colby said.

Everyone started laughing...again.

"Dude come on now Sam said it himself he'd date me" Brennen said with a smirk. It's obvious that they're joking but I still feel, flustered?

"He just said that because he doesn't want anyone to know our secret. Right Sammy?" Colby jokes and looked at me.

My face was already bright red. I was choking on my own words.

"Uh-" I said.

"I'm just kidding of course. I got Amber and Shea" Colby said putting his arm around Amber.

Both of the girls laughed. That's when I knew i'd never actually get someone I like.

You probably know by now...i'm gay. Yes I have Kat but I just don't feel a connection with her. And to be honest I don't think she feels one with me either.

But there's no way any guy would choose me over Amber or Shea. How am I supposed to compete with them? They have perfect, slim, tan bodies. A perfect face, a perfect laugh, a perfect smile, a perfect everything.

I'm over here a pale skinny guy that no one wants.

"All right guys I think it's about time to call it a night. You can stay here for tonight if you want we don't mind" Colby said to everyone. 'we' referring to him, me, Jake and Colby. Ya know the people who live here...

"Lameeee" Brennen yelled and Colby laughed.