i decided not to go through with it

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i'm alive, but honestly, i wouldn't be if it weren't for those who've supported me.

i'm running away soon, the plan is to move in with my sister in about a month.

i'm sorry for worrying you, and i'm sorry i posted something like that- non of you deserved that.

thank you all so very much for being there for me, and i will continue to write my books once i move in with my sister, but for now i will not be writing anything and i will be focusing on surviving.

yesterday was my birthday, so i had to endure a lot of pain- even still, my back hurts more than ever- but i am still alive.

なあかんのちゃう
i wasn't there.

なあかんのちゃう
i really care.

なあかんのちゃう
you mean a lot.

なあかんのちゃう
i've had my shot.

なあかんのちゃう
you have to go.

なあかんのちゃう
it's all yellow.

なあかんのちゃう
i want to speak.

なあかんのちゃう
it's just too bleak.

なあかんのちゃう
don't leave me, please.

なあかんのちゃう
i'm on my knees.

なあかんのちゃう
i'm begging you, don't.

なあかんのちゃう
don't leave me all alone.

i'm sorry. i love you. stay safe, and i'll write more once i've moved in with my sister. feel free to write any ending to my book you please, but i request that you tag me in it so that i can read it.

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