THE IDOLS GIRL (A PJM FF)

THE PARK'S DAY

*******Trigger warning*******

The below mentioned scene contains mention of suscide.

 Please do not read if you are sensitive. 

Read at your own risk. 

YI NAs POV

I had started to visit Yoongi frequently. We caught up on a lot of stuff but I would dodge off the 'where did I disappear or why did I change my name ' question. After avoiding for two to three times he stopped asking me. May be he thought I was yet uncomfortable to speak about it. Yoongles and I were having fun and the kids were doing well too. The membeers were all fond of me and were very friendly and kind. Not to mention, their better half's too treated me kindly. Kids were back on track after a few days after I visited their school. But there was just one problem-JIMIN. 

We had been texting each other a lot. We had minimal conversations but I liked talking to him. I was not giving Jimin proper answers when we spoke because i was busy streaming all their lovely songs. Not only songs other videos too. 

Those videos had all glimpses of the members being all cute, savage, adorable, etc. And I loved watching the Jimin videos. My youtube was literally filled with his videos recommendations.  Jimin and I sometimes had long conversations and that almost had me dozing off while at work. I had visited Yoongles and he called the boys because he was worried about them. While randomly talking to him I was reminded of the medicine incident. I was hoping it would be from him and as soon as I looked at him he smiled at me making my heart beat. It had been a while since I felt like that. More like almost a decade. I turned around and smiled to myself hoping he won't see. And not to forget the car incident that made me fall in love with him more. This puppy eyes were so cute. I just couldn't resist them but had to act tough in order to maintain safe distance. Getting involved was the last this I ever wanted but I was already involved not only with one but seven. 

The boys picked up and were bummed to see me. We spoke to them for a while and then cut the call. I could feel my cheeks burning when he called out my name.

I started to visit them and Yoongles had a hint of my complicated feelings towards Jimin. To stop myself form getting more attracted and complicate my feelings towards him I thought I should avoid him. It would be for best for both of us.

JIMINS POV

We returned back to Korea and were super busy with preparing the comeback. Yi Na had had started to visit us frequently. I would literally love her company but I don't know why she would avoid me. Even when I called her or when I texted her, she would alwas wrap up the conversation ubruptly. 

While practicing I got a call form my hyung. I picked up and he reminded that it was THE PARKS DAY.  Our Parks family is a huge family and my father is a bit traditional. He believes in a big and happy family. Not that I don't but we need our space right? So basically the thumb rule of THE PARKS DAY was that apart from Thanksgiving the whole family had to gather once in a year and had to have dinner or spend sometime together so that we don't completely detach ourselves from our family. This was the day I hated the most. My father and I did not share a good relation. Because of his old traditional thinking he would always taunt me for being an idol.

I sighed, got ready and left since our practice was over. I reached home and was welcomed by a big fat smile on my moms face. She brought me in her embrace. Little Hana came running towards me. She was my brothers little daughter. I greeted my brother and his wife and sat down. My mom signalled me to greet appa which I clearly ignored. We were just randomly talking about how things were doing good in his business when appa suddenly spoke,"Of course he is doing well because he is carrying on the family business unlike you who has pursued a career in a totally unacceptable stream.", he said to which I clenched my fists. I hate it when he comments like that. I mean what problem does he even have. I am clearly successful , have tons of people who love me, I love my work and I'm happy too..What else would a father want?