MiXeD SiGnAlS (Jeon Jungkook)

chapter 31

This book got 1st place in fangirlcontest hashtag hehe I am happy

Once I seated myself comfortably I took a good look of him, he was wearing a white buttoned-up shirt with a black pant, he had slightly rolled his sleeves showing veins, that's so fudging hot, damn baby take dirty thoughts out of your mind,

“looking hot??” he questioned, definitely he saw me checking him out,

“ as always...!” words slipped out of my mouth without thinking much, he chuckled at my answer, I see him blushing slightly, “ sorry I didn't mean to say that..!!” I said biting my lower lip

“ that's the truth Princess, don't be sorry..!!” he said chuckling, I felt a little bit unhappy because he didn't say anything about how I am looking... I took the whole two hours to get ready,

“ you look beautiful... This dress suits you..!!” he said as he read what's going in my tiny mind

“ thank you..!!” I whispered, looking out of the window, it took half an hour to reach the place, jungkook opened the door for meand helped me to get out from his expensive car, yeah thanks, dude..!! I opened my mouth to ask something but he stopped me showing blindfold. Don't tell me he is going to kill me here... I don't want to die this early, I haven't seen anything yet, I  believe he doesn't have any grudge towards me...!!

“ why this???” I asked pushing his hands away,

“Trust me, I won't kill you..!!” he said smirkingly and I rolled my eyes to him, he wrapped blindfold to my eyes and gave a small hug from the back, well this is not good, I mean for me, my feelings, I slept with him, ohh this sounds weird, I shared his bed that time I felt nothing, no I mean I felt butterfly in my stomach but I didn't want to accept that time, but now I know I have already fallen for him if he keeps doing all this kind of small, sweet gestures I am sure there will be no chance of going back for me,

“I will lead you. Hold my hand. I won't let you get hurt ok. Princess..!!” he whispers in my ear vanished my inner thoughts, he held my hand and grabbed the waist with his right hand, my breath hitched of his touch, we walked for five minutes maybe more I am not good at supposing times, he stopped so did I, he removed the blindfold, I took some time to adjust my eyes,
Ever felt when you see something or someplace and you will feel like you have already seen that or went there but you can't truly remember if it was your dream or real??  I felt that feeling when I saw this place, it felt like I have seen this place long before,  in actual I even never heard of this place name,

“ Remember this place???” he asked, I tried hard to remember where did I see this place. After giving a lot of pain to my head I finally did remember, this place is just breathtaking, just wow I can't explain how beautiful it is in just one or two words,  stating beautiful is also an understatement

“ Remember??” he whispered against my ear again,

“ Yeah, I remember...!!” I said whirling to face him and held his hand, “ I remember this is the place which I wanted to come. And how did you know??”   it feels awkward to say but I am that person who is not good at remembering a name, place, number and all, yeah, that's me...!! Thanks

He took his hands off of me, I look back to watch the view, sunset [ place picture is on the top] I wanted to come here and enjoy the sunset since then when I was in I don't know, I don't remember that much..!!

I sat on the ground looking at the sun setting down, he took place near me, I don't really want to talk. I just want to sit here in silence and see how the sun goes down unhurriedly, leaving the darkness

“ Y/N..” he called

“umm...” I looked into his eyes, that eyes I have never noticed which has a lot of pain, sadness...!! He broke our contact and stared at the sky, I put my hands on his, he looked at me trying to give his best-forced smile, after which felt like an hour, but in reality only five minutes, he finally spoke up,

“I bought her here... I proposed her here..!!”  he said looking at the sky, the sun is already moved,

Jealousy is a Nasty thing you know, which I am feeling right now. I don't really have any right to be but you know I have already fallen for him, I know I definitely know that I am never going to get this feeling back from him but......!!!!!!!!!!

I controlled my self and looked at him forcing to give him the best expression which doesn't show the jealousy feeling. When I looked at him there was a small tear in the corner of his eyes,  well damn he must love her a lot even after not having her here,  lots of question started to run in my mind

“ what happened? Where is she now?? I mean, I never saw her.. Even your Hyungs don't talk about her ”  there was a long gape. He didn't answer, well I can understand it's his personal matter and I can't force him to answer my questions, but my stupid mind, heart, kidney I don't know what but something  wanted him to answer that's why I continued my question

“Did she cheat on you ??” I asked and he nodded in disagreement,

“well... Then did you???” he repeated his action,

The fudge

“ Is she dead?”  he gave me a tough stare fuck “ sorry” I mumbled and remained quiet,  now I am fucking disturbed if they were that much close, living happily and no one cheated on each other then what on the earth happened??????? Why they are not together now!!??  And I also felt I really have no choice now, I am nothing in front of her...!! I felt my cheeks wet I wiped my tears away with my backhand

“ she was there with my good and bad,  in my failure when I had nothing when I earned everything, I lost her...!!!” I keep my mouth shut, I don't trust my mouth, it always says something which is not really needed in that situation,

“ I met her at my fansign meeting..!! She was so excited and couldn't talk anything... And that time I was so shy, I couldn't talk because of that, she gave me my favourite snack, I didn't fall for her because of this, ” he chuckled maybe he is remembering her giving him his favourite snack, “I remember everything, every single day we met” he looked at me, that eye contact shivered my body, strange feeling

“ After that, we met many times maybe because of fate or something... One day when I met her at the grocery I asked for her number, first, she refused to give, even though she is my fan..!! ” he chuckled again, of course, he must be remembering how she refused, ahhhhh I am sorry he is telling his sad love story but I can't hear, jealousy is all over in my body...

“what's her name!?” I told you I can't keep my mouth shut

“Y/N...”

“ what..!!??” I nearly got a heart attack when he took my name.

“ We should go back.... There is one good place which makes  a good  fried chicken..!??” he stated