MiXeD SiGnAlS (Jeon Jungkook)

chapter 33

Uffff..... !!! I released Heavy puff ...!! I can do this..!! I know if I open up about my feelings I am going to lose my friend also but doesn't matter. I don't want to live in guilt that what happened if I confessed my feelings...!!

I went downstairs and saw Chen and jungkook talking to each other sitting on the couch, they look like long lost friends talking to each other...!!

“ Hey,” I greeted stepping towards him with a big smile, jungkook came to me and hugged with a smile and I return... And I pulled myself back,

“ hey Nia, ” he waved his hand. She smiled and hugged him, he returned it

“ shall we go now??” he questioned me,

The whole ride was silent, I didn't dare to start a communication, some kind of anxiety was on me, a strange feeling which I can not clarify exactly, so just put songs on..!! After an hour we reached, he took me to my other favourite place, beach,

What exactly he is?? A stalker?? Mind-reader??

This is where I most like to spend my times, as much I Remember, Nia, Chen and I always used to come here to refresh our mood,

He opened the door for me, I smiled and climbed off and ran towards the beach, I heard him telling me to look after but I ignored, the beach is all I want now..!! I didn't forget to take off my sneakers before running into the water, it's already evening and the sun is slowly moving down, I dragged jungkook with me to play, he happily joined...

Never thought I. Who always wanted to fall for a serial killer will fall for this pretty man, who is just like a child, who doesn't even think bad for someone...!!!! How can I resist this precious man???  I freeze looking at his adorable face, admiring him..!!

“ hello ” he snapped his fingers in front of me and that bought me to the real world, which I totally don't want to come...!! When I see him waving his hand in front of my face I clapped it with mine and walked out of the water, took place on the sand, he followed me and sat beside,

“ I....!!”

“J ... Do you know what I like the most???”

“Ahaan??”

“ sitting here and counting the stars..!!”

“ Hmmm...!!”

“ I always come here to refresh my mood...!!”

“ Hmm...”

“ Whenever I have any difficulty to make choices I came here”  looking at the sky I touch my back to the sand, he followed my action,

“ one...two...three...four....five....six” I start to count the start motioning my hand one star to another, I felt his eye on me but I continued counting,  but he didn't take his eyes off.. So I looked at him raising my brows,

“ What??”  he didn't reply

Which felt like an hour he finally opened his mouth

“ No one...!!” he said sitting up. I followed him,

“ She didn't leave...!”

“ Ha...!!??”

“ I left...!!”

“ Ha...!!??”

“ That day, I was, we were....!!!” he sobbed, he was trying to hold his tears back but he couldn't “ I left her when she needed me the most...!!”

I am freaking speechless, I don't know what to do, what to say, how to comfort, I don't have any experience,

I put my hands on his shoulder

“ sure... you had your reasons for that...!!”

“I had. But. I. Left. When. She. Needed. Me. The. Most...!!” he sobbed even more and I pat his back to calm him down, I am not going to question about his past never ever...!! After some time he calmed down and I take my hands away from him.. And sit there silently watching him,

“ Sorry... I just...!!!’

“ you know what that day I told you I don't like to date idols...!!”

“ Hmm...!!”

“ you changed my mind J...!!”

No no no don't confess this is not the right time...!!  My inner mind warning me but I just ignored that,

“I think I- I like you J.”

I told you not to confess

He said nothing.. There are a pin drop silence.. only seashore and my heartbeat.. My heartbeat which is pounding faster... J say something. Please your silence killing me in embarrassment, ahh someone please give me a knife to stab myself or help me to dig a hole in the ground to vanish...!!

“ J I don't.. I mean I am not forcing you to answer anything.. I just admitted my feelings... Ahh I don't know... let's go ” I stan up and took two steps then he grabbed my hand and made me stand in front of him.. My brows scowled in confusion again silence the only seashore and my heartbeat,  he tucked my hair front hair behind my ear and then yanked me even closer

“ J...!!”

That's it he cut my words putting his lips on mine, my eyes remained wide open, never expected this, what to do now..??  What this means..!!? Lots of doubt running in my mind... I shook them off and closed my eyes when he bit my lower lips gently. My hands bandaged his neck and started kissing back...!!!

He likes me???