MiXeD SiGnAlS (Jeon Jungkook)

chapter 35

Jungkook's POV

Room is silent, I can even hear my heart thumping sound loudly, FRUSTRATION. even this heartbeat also irritating...!! After coming back from the beach I am feeling weird, not only feeling I even acting weird, I can clearly feel that My heartaches, what I did... What I said all making me look like a fool. Why did I even say that?? What was on my mind...??? Past is past. Why I am again thinking about that...!!!

Door knocking sound

" jungkook-ah I am coming inside...!!" Tae Hyung said and came inside, ok not only Tae Hyung everyone, they all took a seat in front of me, they are worried about my absence in practice and everything, it is understandable by looking at their face,

"kook, look man, we don't know what's happening in your life..!! We are really stressed that why you aren't opening-up with us..!! All this week you only once showed up for practice and living here where you never wanted to visit...!!!this house... you are here now... What's the matter?? Talk to us...!!" Namjoon Hyung asked me

What he said is all true, I didn't even bother to talk with them, lost interest in practice all I did is sitting in this room looking at the pictures of us...!! Last thing I wanted to do...!!!

" Hyung I am sorry I'll start practising from tomorrow, I promise " I assured, but I don't really think I am going out from this room,

"No practising, we are not talking about that now, we are talking about your happiness I mean your behaviour, what happened?? Is it because of Y/N?" Jin Hyung asked,

I put my hands on head and took a long breath and caressed my face...

"well. Yeah. That day when we went to the beach...she confessed her feelings and I- I said YOU DESERVE BETTER "

" what...!!?" if the jaw could touch the floor their's would,

"How can I? how can I deserve her?? What happened... After what I did two years ago... I really don't deserve her, anyone...!!" I couldn't control my tear now

" shut up jungkook, that was not your fault...if it was... Then. We all... We all are...!!" yoongi Hyung said in a low voice hugging me to comfort,

"look kook what happened happened, we can't change that, but God gave you another chance to love... Accept that love, don't push away AGAIN... you deserve everything ...!!" Namjoon Hyung tried to comfort me, he is always the one who gives the best advice and support whatever the matter is,

" I met her father last week...!!' i mumbled

" did you??? What??"

" I tried to talk but he coldy said not to come back in their life...that's why...!!" I was interrupted by Namjoon hyung's hug

" Chen called...!! He said Y/n is not doing well...! Not eating, sleeping well and she is not even paying attention in her studies. This is really going far, this is bad, what's her fault,?? she deserves to know everything, you not even tried to...!! Just broke her heart...!!" Tae Hyung said little disappointed on me

I had no answer... I just laid back to the chair running hands through my hair,

" kook, past is past.. Go and find her and make everything right...!!" Jin Hyung declared,

Should I??? Really?? Do I really deserve her??? After all that???

" what are you thinking kook. Go..!'

Yes, I took the wrong decision all this year, but not now, I am going to find her, I am not pushing my happiness again, I love her... always...!!

"Thanks, Hyung " I quickly made a group hug and took my mobile, keys and led the way to the downstairs,

" be careful of Nia, she sounded really pissed..!!" I heard suga Hyung yelling

I didn't reply, I drove to her house, my heart pounding really speed, I climbed off of my car and stood in front of her house door, my hands were full sweaty, I didn't prepare what to say, how to convince and even don't know how to look at her.. I really messed up everything,

You don't deserve her,

No, not this time, I am not listening to my mind, I going to listen to my heart. I want her back in my life

I shook my head and rubbed my sweaty palms to my black pant, I bought my hands to knock the door but let it down and released heavy puff and finally gaining all will power I knocked on the door, a few moments later the door swung open, and my eyes remained open like it forgot how to blink, my whole body drained off,

Holy crap, how the hell did I forget that her parents are home, she said last week they came back,

" what are you doing here??" her dad asked in full surprise, not only surprise I can feel his anger too,

" umm.- that-" I stuttered,

" found any other ways to ruin my girl's life?????" he questioned coldly

I wanted to go back, without turning, but I have already decided not to turn back I am going to get what I want

" Sorry, if you think like that...!!! But I am not ruining her life...!!"

"ohh...then what happened years ago was??" He said clenching his teeth

“ that was-”

“ she is living happily with Luv Mr
You again here for what, to make her cry?? To make her go-”

“ Sorry, sir for interpreting you, but this time she came to me, and I am not letting her go... about Luv I don't think she is with him because she wants to... She is with him because you told, you told her that idols don't have feelings, they cheat, they use girls, you are not the one who I knew, you are the one who ruining her life, ” I said in one without taking a breath and left

What I did??

I take my phone out of my  pocket and dialled Chen's number

“ where is she??”

Heyyyy....
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