Jamais Vu • KSJ

-Never seen

Everyday i wake up, do the same things over and over again. Eat. Work. Sleep and repeat. Basically everything in my life is boring. I don't have many friends and nothing interesting has happened to my life yet. Sometimes i just want to sleep forever, cause there i can dream. I can do the things i wanted. I can have everything. I can be free. But then i wake up. And everything disappears.

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After a long day working i head straight home just because i have nothing to do. And i have no friends to meet up either so I decided to sleep this night through.

I showered after eating dinner to have a comfortable sleep. I took my pajamas out of my closet and wore them. I stared at myself at the mirror for almost 5 minutes.

"Hmm, should i start eating less?" I said to myself while poking my tummy.

"Nah, I can't resist food anyways."

I grabbed the blower and dried my hair preparing myself to bed. Not gonna lie, it's been a tiring night even if it's the same routine everyday. This night just feel so exhausting.

"Maybe I'll dream something good tonight" I chuckled at my own words

I turned off the lamp and lay my head on my soft pillow as i start to drift off to dreamland.

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"Do you like it here?"

"Yup! Especially with you"

I was laying on the lap of an unknown man while his hand is caressing my hair softly making me feel so comfortable. It seems like we're in a park or something and we're under a tree. This tree that had beautiful white flowers in it and it is slowly falling that makes this scene more beautiful.

I look up to him and our eyes locked.

He smiled at me.

His smile is the most adorable thing ever. His plump lips making it more adoring. His face features are out of this world. I want to touch his face but i know that I can't since I can't control my dreams. I can only feel it. At least i can do that.

"You know that we'll go here very often right? Since you love it so much." He said it with his soft voice.

"I love this place, and i love it more that you're here. We'll be here together always right?"

"Of course, together"

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*beep* *beep* *beep*

Ugh, why did that alarm have to interrupt my dream. It was going great even if I can't understand anything that is happening. Is it like a story of me with my dream guy or am i seeing a point of view of a different person? If that is the case then it's weird that i can see what they're doing and it feels like I possessed her or something.

Creepy.

Pfft it might just be some weird one time dream of mine. I should just shrug it off.

I ate my french toast while sipping my coffee as i think of the dream i had earlier. It sure is different from my other dreams since I've never had a guy appear in it and I've never actually felt my dreams. Like it feel so real that it's actually scary. Cause even now i can feel his touch and i can hear his voice echoing in my head. And i never remember my dreams fully. Like there are some parts in my dreams that I can't get a hold of anymore. But in this, i can remember every single thing so clearly.

I should stop thinking about this nonexistent dream. It's distracting me from this tasteless reality.

I saw earlier that I'm running out of food stock so i should buy groceries later after work.

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After hours of standing at the front desk greeting and answering questions of customers i finally get to rest and get off these killer heels. I changed my clothes and got off work to head out and buy groceries.

I grabbed many ramens and other instant noodles cause that's the easiest to cook when I'm in a hurry. I realized that it's been a long time since I've eaten actual food. Like something that's been cooked from different ingredients other than noodles. it's also been awhile since i came back in my hometown where my parents is. I should get a leave for just a week to go back home.

After paying to the cashier i walk my way home since it's just close to where i live. I was holding to many stuffs that I struggle to get my keys. I can't put down the stuffs that I bought either because it seems too stuffy that if i let go it'll all fell out of the bag. I struggle to put the key in the door knob that eventually it fell.

This. is. really. annoying.

"I'll help you out." A familiar voice suddenly came up.

This is weird. He seems familiar. I can't see his face at first because he bend down to get the keys and i am behind him while he open my door for me. One thing is for sure,

He's tall and got broad shoulders.

"Ah, thank you so much." I said shyly

"No worries i was passing by anyways." He then faced me and i guess these stuffs that I'm holding knew the surprise that i felt that they fell the moment he looked at me.

"Oh. No. Wait I'll help you" he said while smiling

After picking up those that fell off he raise his hand at me to handshake him.

"I'm y/n, you?"

"I'm jin, kim seokjin"

Kim seokjin, so you we're real after all. But why are you in my dream if you're someone I've...

Never seen.