If I could.. I would give you everything your dreams desire. I would give you my heart and my soul so that you would know that it belongs to you. I would make your pain and sorrows drown in the river just like they made your mind think that was okay.
If I could.. I would take your broken pieces and make them whole.. almost like they were never even broken. I would take your depression by the neck and strangle it until the life drained out just like it drained you. I would marry you right this second. Because I might not know what the future holds but I do know I want you in it. Your smile can cure any ounce of disease and your eyes could move mountains. They moved me. You see I didn't know what broken was until he left. Until I watched him give up on everything I poured into him. Depression was my faith. Depression was the only one I knew that would stay. You didn't know me very well but you could tell I was broken. I was a mixed drink of 1 part heartbreak and 2 parts anxiety but that didn't matter to you. You didn't see it yet but behind that twinkle in my eye there was still love. Still a yearning to be wanted. And it might sound silly but you were everything I had hope to find. Because even though he left me with nothing but broken pieces you took that as a jigsaw puzzle.. something to solve.. and the final picture was something neither of us expected. It was hope. It was love. And it was beautiful.
You see if I could.. I would make sure that you didn't leave. I would make sure that you weren't him. But you're not. You're you. Perfect. A masterpiece and I promise to find your missing piece everyday. To make sure you're whole.
If I could I would make you feel like you made me feel. Complete.