When you touched her face did you think about me?
When you kissed her was my lips the ones you yearned for?
When your moans escaped out of your mouth were you embarrassed that it wasn't my ear that they ran to?
Or did I even matter at all?
I mean I just hope she was worth it.
All the tears I cried at school.
All the times I wanted to die.
All the heartbreak you caused.
As I lay in bed putting my hand over my belly I pray to god our blessing never has to feel what I am.
Did you catch that?
I'm pregnant with your baby.
I'm carrying half of me and half of you.
Trust me I wish I could pretend like this wasn't our reality but you brought this upon yourself. So was she worth it?
Was she worth losing the two most important things that could ever happen to you?
Because I don't think she was.
