All these years I've been thinking that i should be looking.
Reality is that i should be living.
It's a true saying that the mind is a powerful place. What you feed it can effect you in a powerful way.
Trust me the way i used to be. Has costed me but has taught me a lot of things.
I was being controlled by the sadness within.
Which ended up making me sad and lost everything then.
Can't make them understand cause it's all my fault.
The me today would've never done something like that at all.
Times change us and it comes from experience.
Time took it's time to make me understand.
I did it for the peace. I'm sorry I didn't think.
Looks like it's not my time yet and got a lot of mistakes ahead.
Still living beside this. The times. The regret.
I wanted to forget.
