I layed there on the ground crying.
This was the third time this week this happen to me and i was just so tired of the contents bullying and the abuse i had to put up with everyday.
It hurt. It hurt bad. Didnt they know that i was human to? That i had feelings to?
I found myself always wondering when this would stop !
Would it ever end ?
As i layed there crying i felt arms touch my shoulder.
I slowly lifted my head up already knowing who it was . . . My bestfriend Khai .
He would always come and help me up when I was down . He was late but still , he always came and for that i was thankful .
" Oh Alicia , why do you always let them do this to you"? He asked as he slowly help me up .
I could feel the open cut i had under my eye and my busted lip .
Slowly standing up i let the tears fall from my eyes as the memories play in my head of the names they called me FAT , Ugly , Bastard child , Dirty , and the list goes on .
"You cant keep letting them do this to you Alic , I wont always be around". He said .
" I Know this khai , its not my fault ! I say as i let the tears flow .
"I didnt ask for any of this . Why does everyone hate me so much" i ask as i fall back down on my knees.
"Why cant they be more like you khai. Your the only real friend i have".
I watch through puffy eyes as he sits his books down on the ground and gets down with me . He slowly wraps his arms around me while whispering , sweet and loving words in my ear.
" Your Beautiful , baby girl . Your smart , bright and you have a wonderful smile. Dont listen to them baby girl its all lies". He says and i pull back from the hug and look up at him . As we sit there in silence staring at each other.
I freeze as he inch closer to me before coming to a stop as if he's waiting for something.
As if he wants to kiss me . But why ? Why would he even want to kiss me ?
Maybe im just seeing things . Maybe im just wrong .
But i cant help but i need to know . I need to know if this is really what he wants . And so i push back all my fears and slowly began to move forward .
Im almost to closing the space between us when i hear .
"AYEE YO KHAI" !
I come to a complete stop already knowing who it is . As khai , quickly grabs his books and stands to his feet.
Josh ! That's who it was .
" Yo khai what you doing out here with this fat bitch " joe says as he and 3 other boys all laugh as if it was funny .
Khai looked at me with wide eyes trying to speak but no words came out .
"Bro it looks like dude was about to kiss her" another boy says as they laugh again .
I look at khai waiting for him to say something . Anything , because i know he wont let them call me fat . He's my best friend. He said he would always protect me.
" No i wasn't" he says in a rush as he gives me a sad sorry look before it disappears making me look down at the ground in confusion.
" I-ii , I mean why in the hell would anyone want to kiss that fat , ugly piss of sh*t . I mean C'mon guys you know me better then that ".
My head shot back up to met his eyes .
"No ! You dont mean that khai. Tell them you dont mean it" i cryed shaking my head I just wouldn't believe it.
" Well then prove it" josh said with a smirk on his face .
Prove it how " khai asked with a crazy look on his face .
" If you dont like fatty here the prove it. Here ! He said going into his bag and taking out a jar full of paint. That look like it had came from are art teacher. He probably stole it.
"If you dont like he then here. Take this in pour it on her. Lets see how pretty the big girl looks in red .
Quickly, coming to i looked around to see where i could make a run . But it was pointless. They were all circled around me .
Khai pasted his books to the boy next to him before quickly taking the jar and opening it . He payed no attention to my crys for him not to do this . I was his best friend he couldnt no he wouldnt do this to me i told myself over and over again . Before i felt the the paint begin poured over me .
The next thing i know im being pushed to the ground in kicked . But josh and im guessing his friends .
I balled up as best as I could crying for help untill it finally stoped . I would dear move though.
I was so afraid to .
"Tell her khai" josh spits out harshly.
Tell me what ? I thought still not moving a muscle.
"Dont EVER come near me and my friends again you Fat disgusting bitch" came from khai's mouth before i felt one last kick to my side followed by foot steps walking away .
That very day was the i had came to that there was NO such thing as friends .
Friends , stabbed you in the back . Friends , lied to you . Friends kicked you when you were down .
And as i lied there helpless on the floor .
I came to conclusion that Khai was NOT my friend . . .
To me he Never really was .
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Immmmmmm Backk .
Ok Ok , so there you have it the first chapter. Im going to fix and change somethings around though. I just felt i needed to hurry and get the book started . So , VOTE & COMMENT! I would love to hear what you think .
KiaaaBiaa , .
