*three days later*
Aria's Pov
I wake and I try to find Ezra's arms around me but I couldn't find anything. I forgot that he wasn't with me. I felt cold all by myself in this bed, I don't feel safe anymore like I have no one to protect me. Tears come streaming down my face and landed on top of my pillow.
"Hi sweetie I was just wondering- awww Aria, I'm so sorry" Mum said rushing by my side "try not to think about it baby, it's all going to turn out okay"
"How can I not think about it mum, I feel lost and broken. I love him so much mum" I say
"I know you do sweetie, and do you want to know what I think" Mum says
"Yeah" I say and sat up next to mum and cuddle into her side
"I honestly think you should give him a chance, you too are perfect for each other and you know that, I know what he did was wrong and he lied to you and I know that you have given him changes before, but you guys have been though so much and I don't want to see it disappear and either do your friends!" Mum say
"Mum it's been three days since we have had that fight and every morning I wake up I reaching for his arms around me but I never find anything. I can still smell him on my pillow and ever night since I've had dreams about me and him. I just don't know what to do." I say while crying into mums top
"I know sweetie it's hard trust me I've been though this before with your dad and I forgave him and look at us now where so happy together it's like nothing happened" she says
"I don't think I will ever be able to let it go!" I say
"Trust me it might take time but if you forgive him trust me you will remember but you won't hold onto it anymore when your together. You will always have fights, every couple has fights sweetie it's just what happens they might not always get back together but this is different you to are each other's soulmates, you too are the cutest couple I have ever seen like who goes running around in there undies getting tickled by her husband. Aria you too are an epic love" she says and looks at me and pulls a sad face when she see my face full of tears "I hate seeing you like this" she then says and kisses my forehead.
It brought more tears to my eyes when I thought about last night and I say "last night I thought about all the times Ezra kisses me on the head and how I always cuddle into him, when he rest he's head on mine and the hugs he gives me are amazing it's like all my problems just go away, when he's lips touch mine I wouldn't want to be anywhere else they feel so soft and delicate, he's eyes are amazing mum really amazing if you stair into them it's like your daydreaming there beautiful and the colour of he's eyes are incredible there just so Perfect!, I miss him so much mum I hate not seeing him but I don't think I can ever forgive him!" I say and now balling my eyes out
"Aww sweetie, do you want Hanna over to talk to maybe she can help you feel better or Spencer or Emily?" She says
"Can you ask Hanna please" I Say
"Sure baby, do you want some breakfast?" She says
"I'm not hungry" I say
"Aria, you have to eat, you can't not eat because of this" she says
"I don't have the energy Mum I feel so weak" I say
"I know darling, I know" Mum says
"Mum?" I say
"Yeah" she say
"Have you ever had a fight like this with dad" I ask
"Yes and you feel like nothing can make you happy anymore. I get what you mean when you feel lost" she say
"How did you get your mind of it" I say
"I'm just going to be truthful, you can't, not until you have made up, I'm so sorry" she say
"Thanks for telling me the truth" I say
"You know I don't lie to you" she says
"I know" I say
*Flashback*
We were all in the car on the way home from dinner. I was in the middle at the back next to Ezra on my left and Mike on my right and Mum was driving with Dad next to her. I laid my head against Ezra's and I stared playing with Ezra's engagement ring. I looked up seeing mum looking though the mirror at us she smiled and I smile back. I looked though the window and looked at the stars shining bright into my eyes. Ezra kissed me on the head and I then looked up at him and gave him a cheeky kiss. I once again I rested my head against he's until we pulled into the driveway.
*End of Flashback
Tears came down my face making me feel sick.
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Hey guys sorry if this chapter is boring xx
