>>> song: Xanny
>>> artist: Billie Eilish
【 Josh Richards x reader 】
ft. Bryce Hall,
Jaden Hossler,
Nessa Barret,
Chase Hudson.
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||| XANNY |||
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I was walking around this huge house looking for my friends, I felt like a little girl that just lost her mom at the store. I'm surrounded with people I don't know. I can't handle it because of my social anxiety. But my friends, who I can't even find, made me go. I've always had this thing with parties, I just can't do it. I hate it.
Then suddenly a really familiar voice yells something at me. "Hey you, get up here." I look up and see a friend of mine, not the one that invited me tho, Nessa standing there gesturing for me to come upstairs too, which I do. I walk behind her into a room.
Once I walk into the room I'm surrounded with secondhand cigarette smoke. There's this huge bed in the middle of the room on which another friend of mine, Chase is sitting. And then there's a bunch of people I don't know. All these things combined make me very uncomfortable and make me wanna leave, but I sit down anyway.
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We've been sitting there for some time now and I feel drunk, even though I've only been drinking Coca Cola. Then Someone pulls out a little plastic ziplock bag with little white pills in it. The bag gets passed around with a bottle of vodka. Everyone takes a pill and takes a sip of vodka after. Then the bag gets to me, I hesitate.
?: pop.
Someone in the circle says.
?: yea do it.
I hesitate .
Y/n: what kind of drug is it?
I ask while I vaguely see the pills.
N: xannys.
Ness says as she laughs.
C: just take one.
I hear Chase say.
Y/n: uhm.. I'll pass.
?: no.
?: you're also taking one.
I look at them with a confused face.
Y/n: no.
?: yes.
?: do it.
?: you'll feel better.
I hear them say. But I know better. Last time I took one of these I got in hella trouble, not only with my own parents, but also with the parents of my guy best friend. You can guess what happened..
Y/n: i don't need it.
?: you're sad.
Y/n: have you seen y'all?
Then someone comes storming through the door. I look around and see my best friend Bryce standing there. Three other boys are standing behind them. I focus on the others and finally see two of my best friends, Jaden and Quinton, and my crush, Josh standing there.
B: she's right, she doesn't need a xanny to feel better.
He says as he steps aside to let Josh through.
Josh walks into the room towards me. He smiles as he reaches out his hand to me, I grab it. He helps me stand up, but I fall to the ground because of the large amount of alcohol they gave me. Josh picks me up and carries me away. I wrap my legs around his torso as he walks out of the room and up to the attic.
He carries me into a room which I assume is a guest room. The other boys follow. Josh lays me down on the bed and takes my shoes off. Bryce, who's like a big brother to me, sits next to me on the edge of the bed. He wipes the messy strands of hair out of my face.
B: take some rest little one.
He says with a soft smile on his face. He kisses my forehead and stands up walking towards Jaden. Quinton is standing a little further to keep some of the boys from the other room away. And Josh is still taking care of me. He takes my jacket off and puts me under the covers. He walks around the bed to where I am. He leans down to place a kiss on my forehead.
Jo: sleep well I guess.
Bryce and Jaden are already at the door when Josh also walks their way.
Y/n: wait.
Josh turns his head.
Jo: yea?
He says as he turns around and looks at me.
Y/n: can you- can you come lay down next to me.
Josh smiles.
Jo: of course.
Josh walks towards Bryce and Jaden.
Jo: I'm staying here with Y/n for a little longer.
Ja: alright. Just don't do anything, she's drunk, I don't want her to feel shitty tomorrow morning because of something you did. Because if that happens, you're done.
Jaden says in a serious tone. While saying the last sentence he tapped Josh's chest with his finger pretty hard.
Jo: I would never.
Ja: ight bro, goodnight.
Jo: you too.
They leave the room as Josh walks back in and locks the door behind him. He walks over to the bed and gets under the covers too. His arm slips around my waist and he pulls me closer towards him. I turn around in his arms and look him in his eyes for a long time.
I slowly lean in and softly place my lips on his. At first it's just a peck but it turns into a little make out. But then Josh stops me.
Jo: Y/n stop, you're drunk.
Y/n: I don't care.
Jo: we'll talk again when you're sober.
He kisses my forehead once again.
Jo: goodnight Y/n.
Y/n: goodnight Josh.
With that said Josh wraps his arm around me again. I lay my head on his chest and place my hand next to my head. I immediately start to drift off to sleep. I hear josh mumble something but I'm already too far gone to hear what he said. Then I fall asleep.
