My Little Hatefuck

I love you!

*Ricky's P.O.V* 

"Yea, she has a lot of things wrong with her. Like she's super Bi-polar, and has anger issues. Plus shes dyslexic. She also has really bad anger issues and-" Selena was cut off.

"Has trust issues, hates people, is super suicidal, doesn't usually date people, Is a fucked up freak with so many issues to count. Yea there is a lot of things I have wrong with me, that you don't know about." Sam says with tears streaming down her face.

"Sam are you ok?" I say walking over her trying to hug her.

"Don't fucking touch me! I'm fucking fine! Leave me alone!" Sam says pushing me away and running off.

"Sam! Wait! Stop! Please!"

I practically chased her all over. She was so tiny! like she could fit through things better so it was hard to catch her. I finally caught up to her and grabbed her waste an spun her around.

"Let me go!" She says through the grit of her teeth, trying to shove me away.

"No! Sam listen to me! Please?!"

"Fine!" she stopped struggling to get out of my grip.

Sam still had tears flowing down her face. Her makeup was smudged and all over her face. Her face was all messed up. She looked stressed to hell and back.

"Why are crying?" I say softly wiping a tear off of her cheek.

"Because! Selena was right! I'm so messed up Ricky! I don't even know what to even do! I'm just some dyslexic, bi-polar, suicidal freak! I just suck at everything I do! There is literally no point of fucking living at this point!" She says tears just pouring down her face.

I hugged her tight to my chest. I don't cry a lot but I had a couple tears making their way down my cheeks. I just let her sob into my chest for a couple minutes. I finally lifted her chin and looked at her.

"Sam, don't say that. Your not a bitch or a freak. And who cares if your dyslexic or that you mess things up. Everyone makes mistakes. And I love you! Even if your bi-polar or suicidal. Just tell me, please! I'll help you. Just tell me." she had stopped crying.

"Did you say you loved me?" She looked shocked.

"Well yea..." She started crying in my chest again.

"Oh my god Ricky! I love you too!" I kissed her softly. 

Well today was super stressful...