My Little Hatefuck

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*Sam's P.O.V.*

I looked in the mirror. I had just woke up. I didn't like what I saw. My hair was growing out and so i had bad roots. My grey/silver hair looked bad and I hated it. I didn't like the length either. I didn't like how I looked like I got hit by a bus. I just hated what I saw. I was going to get rid of my grey/silver. Also cut it.

I quickly got ready and walked to the hair supply shop thing. (You would think i would know this with my mom being a hairstylist ._.)I quickly bought my bleach and hair dye and ran back to the bus so I could die my hair for the show today. I haven't touched my phone all day so Steve was probably blowing it up since I was the only one on the bus. Everyone went to breakfast and to walk around. I didn't want to do anything lately. I just feel really tired and depressed lately. Ever since Selena told Ricky everything I've just felt depressed because I know they are true.

I quickly threw my thoughts away and started to cut and bleach my hair. I turned on music on the radio and listened to some CD's. I quietly played some Blink-182. I sang along as "Adam's Song" came on.

"I never thought, I'd die alone! I laughed the loudest who'd of know!" I let the bleach set in.

"I'm too depressed, to go on! You'll be sorry when I'm gone" I heard my phone start singing 'City Lights' meaning Ricky was calling, I quickly answered.

"Hello?"

"Hey beautiful whats up?"

"Just listening to music and stuff." I wanted to surprise Ricky.

"Oh cool. I was wanting to know if you wanted to hang out..."

"Aw Ricky I would love to but I'm doing something... Its kinda a surprise." I say with a smile, knowing he can't see me.

"So I have to wait to see you?!" I can hear his fake anger though the phone, I laugh softly.

"Yup! Now I have to go before I fuck up the surprise. Bye Richard!" I quickly hang up the phone before he could respond and rinsed the bleach out of my hair.

I started putting on the dye. While that set in I got my out fit picked out. It was super hot out so I picked out ripped jeans and white tank top with black lettering that said "Fuck what Your "God" Thinks of Me!" ant then it said "Y&B" at the bottom. I matched it with a pair of black and whit converses.

After about an hour I washed the dye out, blow dried my hair and put it into a bun. (picture in media)I was happy with the color. It was a beautiful bright purple. It was going to shock everyone!

I quickly got dressed and popped in two purple contacts and put on some eyeliner and mascara. I didn't even look like myself, I loved it. When I was done I texted Ricky.

"When is your set"

"In ten minutes..."

"Fuck! be there in a minute!"

I fucking dashed to main stage with my phone and pass. When I got there they let me through and i snuck up behind Ricky.

"Oh! My! Goth! It's THE Ricky Horror in the flesh!" I say in a high pitch voice, he spun around.

"Oh um, hey, yea I'm Ricky..." He didn't recognize me, I'm just going to play along.

"Can I hug you!?" I say in the voice.

"Uh sure..." He awkwardly opens his arms up and I hug him, after a second he laughs.

"You hug like my girlfriend..." I reach up and kiss him quickly. He pulls away from the hug. He's super shocked and confused.

"Oh um-"

"Ricky it's me Blade" I say while laughing a little.

"Really?! Is this your surprise!?" He asks pointing to my hair pulling me back into the hug.

"Yup what do you?" I ask nervously.

"I love it! You look beautiful!"

"Aww! Thanks Ricky." I say and kiss him.

"Your welcome Sam." he says into the kiss.

"Ew get a room! Rick we're about to go on!" Balz yells.

"I'll see you after the set." Ricky says before kissing my cheek and running on stage with his guitar.