Life is crazy

Chapter 20

In coming the room was my mother she looked healthier for sure.

"Hello girls." She said closing the door.

"Hi." I said not trying to be rude Kya simply just rolled her eyes.

"I'm just gonna start with off with saying i'm sorry. I'm sorry for being an horrible parent and for even ever getting addicted." She said wiping her eyes taking dead breaths.

"Sorry I told myself not to cry." She said smiling with tears in her eyes making me wanna cry.

"I always told myself I was gonna continue to be a good parent after your father went off to jail but I simply started hanging with the wrong group of people. And they." She stopped to take a deal breathe.

"Whew sorry and they laced me and after that I was never the same. Little do you guys know soon as we got evicted I went straight to rehab because I just couldn't continue to keep going in life the way I was. Your father already told me soon as he got out he was coming to get y'all but you guys being the strong independent ladies you are you guys already made a way." She said with a weak smile.

"I got myself together because my mother was a crack addict as well and she never cared to make a change or anything so I knew I had to cause I know how it felt."

"I already know it's gonna take some time for us to all get back the mother daughter bond but I at least want you guys to accept me and my mistakes and let's move on with a fresh start and i'm here now and forever." She said looking at both of us.

"I completely agree I feel we should move on and just start fresh and clean I will neve forget but I completely accept you and your past and I love you the same." I said wiping my tears looking over at Kya.

"For the sake of my sister and father I accept but we don't need you." Kya said shrugging her shoulders.

"Oh Kya come on now this lady our mother was laced my nigga she did the best she could n at least she actually took the step to get clean n change for us." I said to Kya not liking how she was acting.

"Oh please Kia i'm not as forgiving as you who knows what she got going on this is all a front shorty prolly still snorting that shit." Kya said giving me full attitude getting up handing King to my father.

"Kya where the fuck you going?" My father asked her.

"I'm getting the fuck outta here let's go Lamar." She said opening the door.

"Fuck you Kya you always wanna be the bitch and always wanna have a huge wall up like you can't accept your own fucking mother." I said pissed completely off.

"Bye sis ima talk to her you just get well and calm down I don't need your blood pressure raising." Lamar said to me patting my hand and then dapping my father n Kamari before heading out the room with Kya.

"Listen here Kia I know Kya is just being her normal self don't even stress it baby girl I need you to worry about getting better and getting well ok." My father said coming to rub my head.

"Yea I know i'm sorry mom but I hope she will soon come around." I said.

"It's all good Munchie just know i'm here and we gone get you better and up out of here." She said smiling at me.

"Do you wanna hold your grandson?" I asked her.

"Oh yes it would be a pleasure your father tells me a lot about him and Sky." She said smiling getting up to put some hand sanitizer on and then going to sit next to my dad to hold King.

Soon as she held King she was rocking him slowly and his ass fell straight to sleep.

"Oh see that's that bull shit he don't ever do that for us." Kamari said shaking his head.