l̑̈ȋ̈ȃ̈ȓ̈ | jingyeom

part 7

*flashback*

jackson pov

"bro just totally do it." jaebeom says, pushing me to mark.

"no i can't do it!" i whisper shout to jaebeom, but mark ends up hearing.

mark then comes up to us, and ask, "do what?"

"n-nothin-"

"oh jackson is just being a loser, and won't tell his crush that he likes him."

i push jaebeom, but he just ends up laughing.

"omg jackson, who's your crush?! i can't believe you wont tell me." mark pouts.

"yeah jackson, tell mark who your crush is." jaebeom sends me a threatening stare like he's telling me to tell him.

"well mark, it's actually y-"

"hey guys! what's happening." jinyoung interrupts.

"oh hey jinyoung! jackson was just about to tell me his crush!" mark looked toward jinyoung's way. i felt my heart, slowly crumpling.

"woah, jackson who is it?" i watch jinyoung lay his eyes on me, raising an eyebrow.

"um, i-i actually don't want to say it anymore." why am i stuttering?

"awe why not?" mark pouts, which makes me fall for him even more.

"is the lucky person here, if you know what i mean?" jinyoung sends a wink to me, and i sadly smile.

"haha, no i just..." think of something! "...remembered that i have class!"

mark slowly starts to approach me.

thump.

thump.

he puts a hand on my forehead. "are you sick? we already finished class silly!"

"oh yeah.."

jaebeom then pulls me away. " me and jackson are leaving right now."

we exit the school building, and jaebeom and i start walking to my house.

i look down, and stop walking. tears threatening to come out. i hear jaebeom sigh, and walk toward my direction. he slowly puts me into his embrace, hugging me.

at first i dont comprehend this.

im jaebeom

hugging me?

"just accept this."

i put my hands around his waist, and lay my head on his shoulder, which was a big mistake.
tears are now rolling down my cheeks. i hug jaebeom even more.
starting to sob.

jinyoung giving mark, flowers and chocolate.

i watch as mark nods, and hugs jinyoung
back.

leaving a kiss on his cheek, blushing.

jaebeom looks at what im looking at and grabs my hand and pulls me to a alley.

"look at me."

i dont look at him.

but he grabs my chin and forces me to look at him.

i watch his face get soft, and he instantly puts me in another tight hug.

"it's okay, buddy. im here for you. cry all you want, baby."

i sob even more and tug onto his shirt.

"w-why jaebeom! why can't he like me! why does he have to like jinyoung more!" i punch him, with all the strength that i have. "why!" i shout.

"sh..sh...baby it's okay." he rubs my back, while i slowly pass out, i hear these words.

"i think the same way jackson, why cant you like me?"