Please dont

The box

(*Kenma pov*)

'Its 4 PM now?! Ahh I have class in an hour!!' I thought to myself rushing to get ready. I'm going through my closet to look for my book and find a box. I grabbed the note book that was beside it putting it in my bag and grabbing the box. 'What's this?' I think to myself as i check to time "Shit!" I say putting the box back, closing the closet and running to my class. I sit now take out my laptop and notebook, not noticing guys making inappropriate remarks about me, I start typing. I wipe my face with the bottom of my black jacket getting the sweat off, not really caring at all. 'God, today is just a disaster! Especially after that...dream..' I think to myself and continue to type the notes into my computer, downloading the homework and finishing the class assignment. I hear a chuckle behind me and shiver slightly, turning my gaze to who chuckled, it was the rudest person on campus 'oh god...him..' I widen my eyes turning back to my computer and putting my hood up.

Class went by slow, too slow. I walk out and HE follows me. Everywhere I go, outside, to my next class, to the bathroom, he always just waits, 'its cause Kuroos not here...he thinks he can get to me if hes not always by my side..'. Kuroos the strongest person on campus, well of course he is, he fights a lot, and get hurt a lot too, it use to scare me, thinking one day he'd hurt me..I guess i was right. Not physical...but emotionally. mentally. VERBALLY.

"Kenma!!" I hear a female voice yell my name, kinda sounded a little familiar..almost like.. 'VIOLET?!' I snap my head around..but no one was there, my eyes started to water as I walked to my dorm. I get in there and Yuio wasn't there "Probably with Neil" I say walking to my closet, The box is still there, I grab it and sit on my bed. I open it to fine a paper, an envelope, bluetooth headnphones, wired headphones, a pencil, a feather, and a watch. I take the watch, the back was gone, it was just the clock, I set it down, i take the envelope, there's ripped pieces of a note in there, I put them together...'its the love letter i was going to give Kuroo..before I meant Alyssa..' I put it down, I grab the paper, it's a paper I wrote on 'I wish I were Alyssa''slut' 'KurooxKenma' was scribbled out 'I wish I were HER' 'ALYSSA' 'I love you...' 'Kuroo'...I put it down, I grab the pencil, Kuroo gave it to me in third grade, said to keep it forever.. I put it down, I grab the wired headphones "Kuroo gave these to me because I hated loud noises..then he accidentally spilt water on them...so he gave me these" I put them down, and grabbed the bluetooth headphones 'they still work..' i put them down, and last but not least, the feather.. we went hunting for the first time in his first year of high school, didnt get anything...but we did find a few feathers. I put everything back in the box and put it in the closet.

I lay on my bed not knowing what to do, I think about what I heard in the nearly empty hallway ' "Kenma!!" ' "It sounded like Violet.." I started to cry "V..Violet.." 'i miss you so much..' i think to myself as i hear a knock on the door "CLOSED!! SORRY COME BACK WHEN WE RE-OPEN!!" I say curling into a ball "Commone Kenma~ I have a message for you~!" I here the voice say. I shoot up knowing who it was 'Shit shit shit shit!! Yuio where are you!!' I think to myself and i slowly get up wiping my tears and putting my hood on, walking to the door and opening it a crack "Yes Jaden?.." I ask quietly "Kuroo told me to tell you to meet him at the park by *name of creek* Creek!" He said smiling a smile that made me want to scream and cry out for help "He said to come alone too~" he said waving and walking away. I shut the door and walk to my computer and starting a live stream, cuz they always seem to calm me down.

"Hey guys! I'm pretty shaken up so lets play a bit of minecraft shall we?" I say going onto a server finding a game, then a question pops up in the chat 'Smashbrothers3367: Why are you so shaken up Kodzome?' I freeze for a second "uh...well 'Smashbrothers3367'..someone told me to meet them at a creek..alone..so I'm trying to think of way to bring someone or ditch it.." I say smiling slightly, "Just a reminder! If anyone tells you to meet up alone, do it in a public place, or secretly bring someone" I say giving the camera a thumbs up. Then comments start flooding in 'I'll go with you!' 'Are you ok?!' 'Who was it!??!!' But...a comment caught my eye.. "'Bring Kuroo'?" I mumble "I would..if he cared enough,, and the person who told me said Kuroo himself wanted to meet me..which I know is a lie. Kuroo knows mine and my dormmate schedule, so if he wanted to talk to me he'd be in here with me" I said and continue playing the game, answering questions, saying 'I love you's to my fans, wishing some a happy birthday, praying for some, just enjoying myself, then Yuio comes in.

"Hey ke- oh you're doin a steam?" He asks setting his stuff down,"Hm?" I look at him in the reflection "Oh hey Yuio, yeah" I say taking one side of my headphones off "What happened?" He asks sitting beside me "oh just someone asking to meet me alone, nothin much. I'm thinking of bringing Suni with me. Hes pretty strong" I say and look back at the game continuing to play "Ah smart thinking, 'Kodzome'!!" Yuio said and pulled the sleeves to the hoodie i just noticed down "Oh?" I said smirking looking at the reflection in the computer "and who's is that?" I asked still paying attention to the game. "U-UH NO ONES!! Imm gonna take a shower now!! Bye!!" Yuio said and rushed into the  bathroom "You forgot your clothes and towel!" I say trying not to laugh "Oh right ahahahahah silly me!" He said still red in the face running our grabbing his night wear and towel running back into the bathroom, "'Twenty bucks hes gonna get off'" I read in the comments and laugh even harder "pfft-Ahahahahah!! DONT BE TOO LOUD!!" I yell to him still laughing as the comments say things along the lines of 'LMFAOOOO' 'YUIO WTFFFFF' 'OMG EWWWW''XD' '🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣'

An hour later Yuio comes out "For your information, I was not 'getting off'I was dieing of embarrassment cuz he watches your live streams" he said with the hoddie on sitting on his bed. "Heh, bottom" I chuckle as he smacks my head "ow-" I say rubbing it making a pout face "No you" he says hitting me again with a book. Yuio reads a comment " 'Go get yourself a dormmate like our king Yuio' " he smiled an took my headphones off pushing me off the chair(softly) and sitting in the chair "Hi, hello, it has came to my attention that you like me more" he says smiling, "Rude" I say standing behind him leaning on the chair "Do you even know how to play the mini game?" I ask and he smiles "Yes! You press buttons!" He said and I smack his head this time "Dumbass"

Two hours later me and Yuio end the stream then start studying, it's an hour before I have to meet 'Kuroo' by the Creek, I'm kinda scared, cuz i know its gonna be Jaden.