Please dont

Lose for words

Kenma woke up in a cold sweat the next morning, he grabbed his phone and looked at the time. "2am..another nightmare..." he whined setting his phone down, "ill.." he sighed "I-ill play some games.." he said softly. The dual haired male got on his computer putting his hair in a bun and putting his headphones on. Five hours later Yuio slaps the back of his dormates head "What the hell Kenma?!" Kenma looked at him with tired puffy eyes "hm?" He said weakly, "Did you pull an all nighter?!" The red head whisper/yelled. Kenma shook his head "Had a nightmare... couldn't sleep" he said saving his game progress. "You have class in thirty with me, let's hurry." Said the slightly older male. They got dressed and walked to their class. After class Kenma started for the garden, to clear his mind. He sat under the beautiful blossom tree and closed his eyes taking in a deep breath, only to feel someone tap his shoulder. He groaned and opened his eyes to see, 'Kuroo..?' Kenma turned to look at him feeling relaxed just by seeing him "Yes Kuroo?" He said and look to the side of him and 'a..girl? Who is that..?'  Kenma thought feeling less relaxed, bringing his attention back to his childhood bestfriend. "I wanted you to meet Alyssa, my-" 'no no no no please not-' "-girlfreind!" Kuroo said and Kenma sat there at a Lose for words, The shorter male simply laughed it off, "Yeah that's funny, now who is she really?" He chuckled, Kuroo sighed and rubbed his temple "She really is my girlfriend, 'Ma" Kuroo said smiling and holding her waist. '...oh..haha..ok..' Kenma thought and stood up, "Well you are very beautiful Alyssa" he said reaching his hand out so she can shake it "I'm Kenma, Kenma Kozome, Kuroos childhood Best Freind" he smiled softly. She looked at him then Kuroo, She smiled and took his hand "Lovley meeting you Kozome" the burnett haird girl said kindly. "Please, call me Kenma"  he said letting go of her hand. 'At least she's nice and wont hurt him' he thought, "oh, alright!" She said happily. Hours after the encounter Kenma is now in his room, staring at his ceiling with his earphones in his ears, silently crying he smiles thinking about how happy Kuroo is with her. "If he's happy I am too" he said as his voice cracked. He heard a knock at the door and softly ran into his bath room and purposely slambed his toe into the cabinet so they think that's why he's crying. He paused his song throwing it on his bed and limped to the door opening it while holding his foot "H-hello Haru" he smiled setting his foot down. "Omg are you ok?!" He asked picking Kenma up and bringing him to his bed, "I'm fine, just stumped my toe really hard" he reassured the anxious dark blue haired male. "Alright...well could you help me with homework?" He asked smiling sheepishly, Kenma nodded whipping his tears and grabbed Harus bookbag.