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Dear Kuroo

Kenma grabbed some clothes and a hair-tie walking into the bathroom leaving Kuroo on his bed alone. While Kenam took his time in the shower, Kuroo told him to, Kuroo was looking threw his closet. Looking at his clothes, bags, the minnie fridge at the bottom, his games, headphones, boxes- boxes? Kuroo took the smaller box in his hand opening it. His eyes widened, a smile forming on his lips, a watch, the pencil he gave him in third grade he actually kept, a note 'I'll read it later' he thought looking threw, a ripped paper 'I'll put it together in a minute' he continued going threw, both the headphone he gave him, the feather from his first year in highschool.

Kuroo remembers all these memories, he was smiling the whole time while looking at them, as he was about to open the letter Kenma comes out of the bathroom putting his hair up, he sees Kuroo about to open it remembering what was in it he sprinted to him ripping it out of his hand as well the box, "What were you doing?!" He asked in a panic, "oh?" Kuroo asked sheepishly "what's in the note Kenma~?" He asked bending down to his level, "Just scribbles!!" He said a threw the paper in the box and threw it under Yuios bed, "fine, be like that, I'm takeing a shower." Kuroo said going into the bathroom starting the water. Kenmas heart was beating so fast, he thought it was going pop out of his chest.

A minute later someone knocked on the door. Kenma got up opening the door, sweater unzipped and hair up with shorts on "oh, hello Alyssa" Kenma gretted the female, "Wheres Kuroo." She deadpanned "Why?" Kenma asked curiously, "Where. Is. Kuroo." The burnett said more forcefully, "He just got in the shower" Kenma said glaring dagers at her. "Why is he here." She asked clearly annoyed "Dunno, why is there a gash on my face?" Kenma asked sarcastically referring the the injury he got when his head was forced into the shallow creek, "Just tell me!!" She said ready to hit him "I dont think I will" Kenma smiled at her "And why not.?" The girl asked her gaze locked on him "why would I? You're clearly extremely toxic." Kenma said grabbing his dorm keys, "is there anything of yours in Kuroos room?" He asked calm and nicely, locking and shutting his door walking towards Kuroos room, "Yeah, my bag of makeup." She said following him unsure of what he was going to do "Great" he said opening the door greeting his dormmate grabbing the bag and opening the window, "Hey Alyssa" Kenma said looking down at the ground signaling Kuroos dormmate to record this, but he started recording as soon as he heard Kenmas voice outside of the dorm, "WHAT NOW?!" She yelled at him "1: its midnight, Shut the fuck up, 2:....bye~" he said as he stared her in her terrified eyes dropping the bag of make up down four story's hitting the pavement "Not an accident" he said walking out as she sprinted down the stairs to get her make up. Kuroos dormmate uploaded the video to every social media account he had tagging Kenma, Alyssa and Kuroo, since he was one of the most popular people in that collage it spread like a wildfire in Arizona.

When Kuroo got out of the shower Kenma was on his bed laughing at the video after watching it over and over again, "what're you laughing at kitten?" Kuroo asks laying by Kenma looking at his phone, "A video of you?" Kuroo questioned looking at Kenma "look at your phone, you're tagged in it" he said saving the video posting it himself and putting it on his story. "Alright?" Kuroo said grabbing his phone seeing hundreds of notifications looking at Kenma "What the hell.Did.You.DO. while I was in the shower.?" He asked kinda annoyed, "Oh...simply told Alyssa your relationship was done" he said and turned his phone off looking at Kuroos phone "well? Gonna look at why you should never leave me alone?" Kenma asks and Kuroo unlocks his phone "I already have thousands, one more wont hurt" Kuroo said and watched the original video.

After watching the one minute video, Kuroo looked at Kenma smiling "You really did that.." he said and hugged him "god I'm so happy, I'll have to break up with her tomorrow." He said pulling away "But.." he said sympathetically "Did she say anything to you?" He asked concerned, "today? No. A few days ago? she told me to die." He said laying on Kuroos chest visibly tired, "oh- wait she told you what?" He asked rage boiling up inside him, "mhmm..." kenma hummed as he fell asleep, "Ma..?" Kuroo asked but got no response. The older male smiled as he set the smaller male beside him kissing his forehead "I guess we'll talk about it tomorrow" he whispered standing up and going onto the floor. He looked underneath his bed grabbing the box opening it and grabbing the paper and ripped paper. He opened the paper the see scribbles and words that read 'I wish I were Alyssa' 'slut' kuroo saw that and froze remembering what he said 'i-..I'm sorry' he thought as tears threatened to fall 'I wish I were HER' I love you'kuroo saw that and tears started pouring out of his eyes and he continued reading '..Kuroo' then he saw 'KurooxKenma'  in a heart scribbled out, "H-he was talking about me.." he said quietly still crying. He grabbed the ripped papers and tapped them together after wiping his tears, it was a note.

(*Kuroos pov*)

I read 'Dear Kuroo, if you're reading this then, I'm probably not as big of a coward as I think I am. But,, let's get this over with, Kuroo Tetsuro, I'm in love with you. Its true..you're amazing, strong, independent, really fucking hot, and nice. You have good grades and an amazing personality. You care for people you love and fight for them, literally. I love you more than myself I'm sure of it. You keep me happy through everything that's happened to me, from the first time someone harassed me, to moms murder, threw Violets death, Virgils trial, my dads abuse, my grades, my anxiety. Y'know, sometimes I think you're paid to do this.. but then I remember how good of a freind you were when we first met, i just moved in and you came over asking to play with me, momma said yes, of course, so there we were, outside, tossing the ball to one another, you reassuring me everyone there was nice, except that guy in 125, he was a douche. We've gotten closer, you got use to my selfishness, I got use to your selflessness. We balanced each other out perfectly, but you always had a s/o, and it really hurt me, it's not your fault you never realized my feelings, but, please, when you reject me, just do it, I'm prepared.    Love, Kitten♡' 

I stared at the note for about ten minutes after reading it just trying to piece together what I just read. 'So he really is in love with me..' I think to myself 'good..because i feel the same' I smile putting everything back into the box and laid by him on the bed cuddling into him.