The Mask🗡Assassin Series3✔💯COMPLETED

I'm Sorry

"I didn't mean to hurt you! I left because I didn't want to hurt you."

Paliwanag ni Griffin kay Kissy, ng makorner nya ito pagkatapos ng fashion show nito dito sa Boracay. Masama ang tinging ipinukol ng dalaga sa kanya, nababasa nyang poot at hinanakit nito sa kanya.

"So you thought by leaving and ripping out my heart was the best option? Because that would never hurt me, or leave me in sleepless nights thinking of how I could fix myself for you. Because that wouldn't make me go off the deep end and spend all my time thinking about how happy you are with out me. Because I wouldn't spend all my time crying and obsessing over how you used to be mine, how you left in my time of need."

Galit na galit pa rin ito sa kanya, ramdam nya yon sa bawat bigkas ng mga salita nito ay may kahalong pait at sakit.

".I-I-I'm s-sorry...."

Tanging nasabi ni Griffin na lalo namang ikinasama ng loob ni Kissy.

"You're sorry? For what? Knowing how I really feel? Oh! I'm sorry didn't mean to make you feel bad. Even though you crushed me, I was hanging on to dear life before you met me, and after I fell for those beautiful looks of yours, and those luscious eyes that I could drown in. You gave me life and made me the happiest I have ever been. You made me forget all my troubles in an instant when I was with you. You made me feel again, you made me feel loved after so many years had passed before without me feeling anything at all. You were my savior, my hero...and you used me up. You blew me up like a balloon and then popped me and didn't bother to pick up the pieces. But don't mind me, I'm just a broken girl lost in the dust of your tracks, trying to figure out where it all went wrong."

" I-I-I didn't mean to hurt y-you..." Nakayukong sabi nya, para itago ang totoong nararamdaman sa dalaga.

"It wouldn't have hurt so much if you hadn't given me so much to hurt about. It wouldn't have hurt as much if you had just stayed. But at last you didn't and I am once again the fool of your game."

"Baby Dragon.."

Napapikit na lang si Kissy ng marinig ang tinawag sa kanya ni Griffin. Na miss nya to, miss na miss.

"Was I even important to you? It seems to me that I was the one who actually fell head over heels in love with you. Because I would put my life on hold just to cherish a minute of your life. In fact I did put my life on hold. I put my life on hold because I thought we had something that was gonna last a lot longer than it did.

But just like everything I get into it quickly ends as fast as it began. I clearly fell so hard in love that I broke my ability to see. My ability to see that you just weren't that into me. That you were just here for the ride and the attention from me. So you didn't pay the ride admission fee, but it was okay I let you ride for free. Because I was caught up in the plans we were making only to find out. That you weren't taking me but instead you were taking another woman in your life who you love more than me. So for me not charging you for an admission fee. I have the ride shut down and I'm broke in love, and drunk on misery.

All those phone calls, and late night talks, all the tears and the pain. All those days I was by your side when I really shouldn't have been. Meant absolutely nothing because you've fallen in love with someone else. Someone who you actually love, who you don't string along like you did to me. But how can I blame anyone for falling for your tricks. You're handsome like snow and cold like ice and the way you string words together makes me fall harder for you.

Even though I know your bad for me, I just can't get enough. So while you're no longer mine, and I don't get to call you baby lizard . I have to go through another heartbreak and watch someone who isn't me give you everything you need. Everything that I once gave you until you finally set me free."