Nothing Less than Respect (KyloRenXReader)

Never felt more sure

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
I'm so sorry. Some of you are about to be real mad at me...but if hitting and blood kinks make you uncomfortable, you can skip to the end. I'll have a line that separates where you can start. It won't be that long, but it'll be important to the story.
That's all, thank you. Sorry😶

As always, Kylo didn't say anything the entire ride to his room. He looked past you when he walked out the doors of the elevator. The hallway was completely empty, devoid of any other doors. Just a singular one at the end wall. Outside there were two stormtroopers standing guard.
The doors slid open at the wave of Kylo's hand. Before he stepped inside, he dismissed the troops. You watched them leave, your stomach dropping with each sound of their footsteps fading farther and farther. This either meant he didn't want them hearing you get absolutely wrecked, or murdered.
'Hopefully it's the first and not the later'
But with the look in Kylo's eyes, it really could be either one.
The new room wasn't too different from Oliver's, layout wise. Except for the fact it was exponentially larger. Every room seemed to be two times bigger, and filled with black furniture. The bed was massive and draped in red silk sheets with matching pillows.
You tried to focus on surveying the decor, and ignoring Kylo's fixated scowl on you. Feeling antsy under his stare you began wandering around the living room area, choosing to sit on one of the plush chairs. Kylo watched you the entire time impatiently.
  "Now tell me"
"Tell you what Kylo?" You rolled your eyes before turning to him to look up at him innocently.
"Don't play games with me!" His voice boomed, echoing off the walls as he stalked closer. "Where did you come from, and whose clothes are you wearing?"
"I'm sure you know whose" Crossing your arms you returned his glare.
Growling he leaned over you with both hands resting on either side of the armrests so you were face to face.
"Why are you wearing them? Did you two..." Kylo stopped unable to finish his question.
"Wouldn't you like to know?"
Every instinct you had, screamed for you to stop. To tell the truth, avoid pushing him any further. But you wanted to hurt him, make him pay for the pain he caused you.
"Tell me, or I'll take it from you"
His threat brought back memories of the last time he used his powers to force answers from you. The ghost of the pain sending shivers down your spine, but you weren't going to go down without a fight. Remaining silent, you tried to prepare yourself.
"Ok fine. We can do it that way"
Seeing Kylo raise a hand to your temple, you imagined Oliver's hands roaming your body. His lips pressing against yours and exploring your mouth.
You didn't know how much longer you could keep it up. The searing pain was growing stronger as he dug further. Using all the energy left, you pictured Oliver's dick down your throat. Your moans mixing as you gagged on him.
Kylo pulled away as if the image burned him. Hurt flashing through his eyes before they blazed with fury.
"Fucking slut!" The words seethed through his clenched teeth. Grabbing his lightsaber at his hip he swung it, backhanding you with the heavy hilt.
Your head whipped to the side, vision splotching at the impact. A familiar warm liquid dripped from a new cut on your lip. You couldn't believe what just happened. What's more, you couldn't believe the growing wetness between your thighs. The cut continued to drip, blood soaking into the fabric of your sweatpants.
  "What the fuck Kylo?! Are you insane?" You shot up, shoving your hands against his chest. The action barely affected him, and he still stood unbothered in front of you.
  Kylo's eyes scanned your face before he smirked. Lifting a gloved hand he swiped his thumb over the  dripping blood. Inspecting the dark red liquid on it before slipping the finger between his lips. Mesmerized, you watched him suck it clean. His eyes shut as he moaned at the taste. When he opened them, they were dark with desire.
  You tried to take deep breaths, but every one caused your chest to brush against his. The friction adding to the desire pooling in your belly. Kylo watched your reaction. His lips parted and red from being stained by your blood.
"You taste so good" his tongue swiped across his bottom lip wetting it.
"You're fucking disgusting" you tried to turn away to hide the excitement in your face. But Kylo's body pressed against yours didn't allow it.
"Don't lie to me pet, I know you like it" his voice was low while he collected more blood onto his thumb.
"I'm not lying" your voice was small and shaky as you tried to deny it.
"I hear your every thought. You can't hide anything from me. I know what you like..." pausing he smeared the blood onto your neck. Then leaning in, he took his time sucking and running his tongue over the skin to collect it all. The warm pressure blinded you with pleasure and made your knees weak. You wrapped your arms around his neck to steady yourself, curling your fingers into his hair and pulling in approval.
Kylo growled and finally moved his lips off of your neck to pant into your ear. "It's absolutely filthy. I know you'd rather have me. Choke on me while I fuck that pretty mouth. Have my dick ruin that little pussy while I degrade you. Your such a fucking whore for me. You like it rough, like being used by me. Admit it."
You whined in desperation when he started grinding himself against you. As mad and determined as you were, you always gave in to him.
"Yes. Yes I do Kylo"
As soon as you said it, Kylo lifted you. Carrying you over to his bed before dropping you on top. "Fuck, I can never stay away from you." His hands skimmed underneath the hem of your shirt, before he gripped the fabric and pulled it over your head.
The cold air nipped at your skin leaving you feeling exposed. Kylo's eyes took in your bare chest hungrily before he leaned down to take one of your nipples into his mouth. His mouth was rough as he licked and bit at the sensitive flesh. Your hands found his hair again, tugging at the soft strands.
Pulling back, he moved to give attention to the other one. While using his hands to rub slow circles over your clit. Your back arched in response, the silk sheets crumpling under the tight grip of your hands.
"... no matter how hard I try, I can't." His hands were angry when they gripped your neck. "No one will ever get to use you. You're mine. Understand?" He squeezed harder, your thoughts growing fuzzy at the force.
"I want to hear you. Tell me. Tell me that I'm the only one who's going to use you like this" the pressure around your neck disappeared as he waited for your response. Still dizzy from the lack of oxygen you chose to nod sloppily instead.
  You heard it before you felt it. The sound of his hand cracking against the skin of your cheek. Your flesh stung at the slap, and you were sure that combined with the hit from his saber. Tomorrow morning the side of your face would be scattered with bruises.
"I said answer me bitch" his hand returned to grip your face, wrenching it so you were looking at him.
"You're the only one who's going to use me Kylo. Only you" shame colored your cheeks and you turned away in embarrassment. You hated that it was true. After Kylo you'd never be able to enjoy being with anyone else.
  "That's right" he stroked over your abused flesh. His nails scratching gently over your cheek, making you shiver. "No one will ever be able to fuck you the way I do. Make you feel the way I can" he chuckled humorously before moving to undo the belt around his waist.
You watched him undress in amazement. No matter how many times you'd seen him. Every time you were always stunned by how massive he was, in every sense. Kylo fidgeted with the belt for a while, looping it around itself until he offered it to you. Now it was twisted into the shape of an eight with two empty spots.
"Put your hands inside"
  Obeying, you slipped each hand into the separate holes. Once you had them in Kylo grabbed the end piece. Pulling it so the size of the holes were reduced, and were tight against your wrists.
  Your mouth went dry at the realization of what was happening.
"Kylo, I've never..used..um..restraints" It seemed ridiculous. You were more that willing to be HIT by this man. But the thought of using handcuffs made you sweat. Although you couldn't tell if it was with fear or excitement.
Kylo observed you for a while before nodding slowly. "Do you trust me?"
  The question caught you off guard. You never really thought about if you trusted him. But somehow you felt comfortable testing out something new with him.
'I'm going crazy'
"Yes"
  You thought you saw Kylo slightly smile, but it was gone before you could tell.
"Turn around" you shifted so you were on your knees, facing away from him. The restraints around your wrists prevented you from holding yourself up with your hands. So you rested on your forearms which lifted your ass higher into the air.
  You waited nervously for...anything. The anticipation of being completely defenseless under his touch was exhilarating. Finally, his fingers stroked between your folds making you whimper. You sunk down deeper so your face was pressed against the soft sheets. The silk making it easier to spread your legs farther apart for him.
  "Fuck look at you. So wet after I've barely even touched you" trying to get as close as possible you wriggled yourself back more. You heard Kylo snicker behind you at the action.
"..so needy for me to touch you. Be inside of you.." as soon as he said it. He plunged two fingers inside of you. The intrusion making you yelp in surprise. His fingers continued to pump into you while his other hand reached to tangle into your hair and pull roughly. You moaned out when he curled his fingers into you, pumping faster.
  "Stars...fuck yes Kylo. Please, right there." The belt wrapped around your wrists made it impossible for you to move your hands to grip the sheets. You whined, struggling against the restraints. But it felt delicious. Being unable to squirm and forced to stay still under his hands left you breathless.
  "You feel so good around my fingers. I can't wait to be inside of you. Fucking this tight cunt. Is that what you want?"
"Yesyesyes. Please Kylo" the words come out of your mouth slurred together, barely understandable. Desperate for more, you pushed yourself back onto his fingers. So the fuck even deeper inside of you. Moans spilled out of your mouth unrestrained when they rubbed against the inside of your walls. You were so close you just needed a little more...
  "What the Fuck?!" You try to turn your head to glare at Kylo. But his firm grip of your hair prevented it. You felt empty with his fingers gone.
"Watch your mouth" Your back arched when you felt Kylo's tongue suddenly slide inside you. He lapped eagerly between your folds, gathering your arousal on his tongue before swallowing. His groans vibrating through you.
"That's it Kylo..I'm going to...stars, fuck me" the feeling of him pushing his tongue further into you, making you cum. You writhed helplessly in bliss, while Kylo fucked you through it. Swallowing down every drop.
  Satisfied with everything he could get. Kylo let you turn around to lie on your back. Eyes hooded in exhaustion you watched him lick his fingers clean. His lips and chin were glistening with your arousal.
"I was going to have you suck my dick first, but you taste so good I couldn't resist. You can just take it now"
  His hands gripped your hips, pulling you to the end of the bed, and helping you sit up. Your mouth watered when you saw him. His cock needy and leaking.
  "You love this. Letting me use your mouth to fuck myself." You nodded eagerly, desperate to please him.
  "Fucking whore" grabbing your hair, Kylo led his dick past your lips. He shuddered when it entered your mouth. You opened wider around him, swirling your tongue around his tip and sucking softly.
  "That's right. Good girl. Suck it just like that" spurred on by his praise. You took him deeper in your mouth, sucking harder. His groans in response making you proud. The grip on your hair tightened before he tugged you onto him thrusting in farther.
  You gagged around him while he continued to push himself in and out of your mouth. Hitting the back of your throat.
Pulling you off of him, you took the opportunity to gasp for air. The oxygen burning as you gulped it down, filling your lungs.
  "Who's cock are you sucking slut?"
  "Yours sir"
The back of his hand connected with your cheek. Causing the forming bruises to throb in pain.
  "Wrong. It's Supreme Leader. Say it now bitch"
"I'm sucking your dick, Supreme Leader"
  Kylo smiled in approval, before squeezing your jaw apart with his hand.
"Open"
You listened, opening your mouth for him. He leaned down spitting inside. Then pushed your chin up, closing your mouth.
"Now swallow"
Ecstasy flooded your veins as you swallowed. Looking deep into his eyes as he watched you captivated. After, you opened your mouth ready to take him again.
He slid back into you thrusting in and out faster. A new vigor taking over.
"You belong to me. No one else can ever fuck your dirty mouth. Right whore?"
You tried your best to hum in agreement as he continued pumping himself harder and deeper. His face was wild. Eyes black with lust. Hair clinging to his sweaty face. He was beautiful. You admired him while he held your head, maneuvering it over is dick as he pleased. Your hands itched to move. To touch him or yourself, anything. But they pulled at your restraints unsuccessfully.
  "Shit...fuck, I'm going to cum all in that pretty throat" thrusting violently, he pulled your head forward. Sliding his dick as deep down your throat as possible. Until he came, cursing and moaning. Shooting his load in you. You forced yourself to swallow around him. Making sure to swallow everything, as he had for you.
  Kylo pulled out panting. Swiping his thumb over your lips he pushed some of his cum that had dripped out, back in.
  "You look so pretty like this. After you suck my dick" you couldn't help but blush at his compliment.
'This is ridiculous. Just yesterday he said you were nothing to him. And you were mad at him. But now your blushing at the fact he said you look pretty after sucking his dick?"

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It was too much. You needed answers. Answers that would help you make your decision.
"Kylo do you really care about me?" Your question caught him off guard. He froze as if he were trying to figure out the best answer. "Or am I really nothing to you?"
"You belong to me..."
You waited for him to add to that. Say that, 'you belonged to him so of course he cared about you' but it never came.
"That's it?"
He seemed conflicted as he decided what to say next.
"Yes"
Your face dropped in disappointment. Deep down you knew that would be his answer. But you just hoped maybe it would be different.
"Kylo that's not enough anymore. I can't just keep being your pet. I want to love someone, and feel loved in return" the words were just as new to you as they were to Kylo. You never thought you'd ever admit them out loud. And definitely not to Kylo.
His face turned from surprise to anger. He pulled away from you, pacing around his room before stopping to glare at you.
"I've made it clear that that's not what this is. And I'll never be able to give you that"
His words felt like barbed wire ripping through your heart. Snagging and shredding it to pieces as it ripped out.
"Then I guess I'm wasting my time here" hastily you pulled on your discarded clothes. Practically running out of his room and into the elevator while tears dripped down your face that was covered in forming bruises. Bruises. That was all you would have left to remember Kylo by. It seemed fitting strangely.
When you got back to Oliver's room he was still sleeping soundly on the couch. Unaware of everything that had just happened. You shook him awake urgently. He shot up panicked when he saw you.
"Y/N? What's going on? Stars, what happened to you?"
"I decided already. I want to leave with you. Right now"
Oliver blinked in confusion. Still groggy as he tried to process your words.
"Are you sure?"
At this point, you'd never felt more sure.
"Yes".

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I'm so sorry if you had to skip through everything. It was basically the entire chapter 😶
But y/n decided sooo that'll be interesting.
I'm actually really excited to write the next few chapters and hope you guys aren't to upset about
y/n's decision🙃
Also if you did read the entire thing I'm still sorry, because Kylo's and y/n's mood swings gave me whiplash. It was crazy.