I pull away. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to I just.... I'm madly in love with you..." Cole mumbles, looking down. I lift his chin up, and kiss him again, and he kisses back. "I love you too." I say. Cole's eyes sparkle in the moonlight. "r..really?!" I nod, and he hugs me. "it's ok. I gotta go though, I'm really tired." I mumble, rubbing my eyes. "Oh. ok, uh see ya later. and uh, let's not tell Joey or Max yet." Cole says, standing up. "ok, bye." I reply, and run home. I wasn't tired at all. it's just...the way Cole touched me. "mom, dad, I'm back and I'm going to bed!!" I yell, run up to my bedroom, and lock the door. guys never turned me on, but he did. it was weird, and I needed to talk to dad, after I finished what I was doing. I let my hand travel up and down, and I let out a soft groan. "everything ok in there?" I hear. "yea, I just uh, stubbed my toe." I reply. "Oh ok." I hear footsteps walking away. I sigh, and continue. I finally finished, and I pulled my pants back up, and closed my eyes. I needed to talk to dad. I got up, and walked downstairs. "dad?" he looks up from Blue, his guitar. "uh yea. let's go to your room, since it looks pretty important." he says, puts Blue down, and we both walk to my room. "it smells like...Jakob!" he starts laughing, and I blush in embarrassment. "dude it's fine all guys do it. hell, sometimes I still do it! well, what's up?" he says, flopping down onto the bed. "I think I'm bisexual." I say, laying down. "why?" he asks, laying down beside me. Cole admitted that he liked me, and we kissed, and. just, ya know" I say, and close my eyes. "I uh...left then, and then...well...you know what happened." I explain, and he chuckles. "and this is only with Cole?" I nod. "well, I say to just wait it out. date him." Dad says, kisses me on the forehead, and closes my door. "Cole?" I say after I dial his phone number. "hello? oh hey Jakob." "meet me at my house." I whisper, and hang up. I grab a backpack, stud some snacks, drinks, and a blanket, and sneak out of the house. I finally meet him, and I grab his hand, taking off towards the park. "Jakob, what are you doing?" he says, looking worried. I continue to drag him along, until we reach the park. "Cole, I don't know if I'm bisexual." I say, and he nods. "well, I don't know either. all I know is I'm in love with you." he replies. my phone starts to ring, and I pick up. "hello Jake. it's dad I know your out, and its ok but I just want to let you know me and your mom are going out for the night, so where ever you are, you can bring Cole home, but don't do anything stupid. please. ok?" I laugh. "ok, dad. I won't. thanks!" I hang up, and grab Cole's hand. "where is Joey?" I ask, dragging him back down the sidewalk. "my house. he was sleeping over and Max and him fell asleep." Cole responds, and I nod. "my parents are out, so let's go back to my house to watch movies and stuff." I respond. when we arrive, we set the movies up, and sit down on the couch. I lean my head on Cole's shoulder, and his leans his head on my head. "Jakob...." he whispers, and I look up. "yea?" "can I do something stupid?" "uh, sure." he takes my head and kisses me passionately. we fall back onto the couch, me on the bottom. "when you went home earlier, I could tell you weren't tired. what happened?" he whispers, and kisses my neck. "I didn't know if I was bi, and....uh...you kinda..." "turned you on?" "uh, yea." he had me stuttering, and not many girls could do that, never mind boys. "are you turned on now?" I nod, and he smiles. "I don't know what has gotten into me, but I really need you. can I stay the night?" he says, and I nod again. he smiles wider. I feel his hands run up my side's, and his knees were on each side of my waist, leaning over me. I kissed him again, and my shirt started to come off. I remembered how dad said not to do anything stupid, but I didn't care at that moment. I take his shirt off. I run my hand up his chest, and smile. "your so handsome." he mumbles, fiddling with my belt buckle. "you are too." I respond, doing the same to him. soon we were only in our boxers. his hand covers my eyes with his hand, and I can feel a hand run down my chest, reaching my boxers, and continue down inside of my boxers. I bite my lip, not wanting to make a sound, but it doesn't work. I let out a soft groan, and he chuckles, and his hand travels up and down. he finally uncovers my eyes, and looks into mine just as I let out another moan. "Cole...." my hand runs up his thigh, and doesn't stop until it gets to its destination. I tremble, and he continues his work. I feel him shiver as I finally stop my hand at where I want it to be. my hand travels up and down, and he lets out a slight groan. "that was sexy." I whisper, and he chuckles. "thank-" his words turn into another groan and I smile. "fuck. Jakob, did you jack off earlier?" he says, and I nod. "just because of me?" I nod again, and let out a slight groan. he smiles. "can I actually see what my doing?" Cole mumbles, and I smile. "never thought you would ask." I respond, and he pulls my boxers down a little with one hand, and I do the same. "Cole?" "yeah?" "do you really love me?" "he'll ye-" his words turn into groans again, and I smile. "then go faster." I say, and he laughs.
