5 seconds of summer imagines

Hurting you was not my plan

Ashton Imagine

WARNING************ STRONG LANGUAGE AND POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING AND KIND OF ABUSE*****

" ASHTON I AM NOT TALKING TO YOU, YOU ARE A WASTE OF MY TIME" you storm into the front room and he follows you and slams the front door " oh slam the door you grumpy little child" he sarcastically laughs " me a child, you are the one that acts like a child" you send him dirty looks " that's childish" you go into the kitchen " stop following me you are annoying piss off" you turn around to find a cup " you know what fine if you don't want to talk about it like adults, then fine act like a child" you ignore him "talk to me, you know what you don't care about anyone but yourself you immature girl" your blood boils and you couldn't handle it so you spun around and threw the cup at him but missing him by an inch " get the fuck out" Ashton face changed to like he was scared but you didn't care. your lip trembled and tears streamed down your face but you were angry. you hear a thud of feet coming down the stairs and there stood Micheal, Calum Luke they had shocked expression on their faces " what the hell is going on" you stared at them " ask him, no, just get that little shit out my sight" you give him a threatening stare " come on ash just let her calm down" he jerks out of Luke's grasp " no I wont you know what I wish that-" I cut him of " you wish what" he sighs " I WISH I NEVER LAY MY EYES ON YOU" your heart began to break but the anger blinded the pain so as he went to leave. You bolted across the kitchen into the living room and jumping on him making him fall. You were so upset and filled with rage. You slapped his chest over and over again " YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ME" you are now out of control " y/n stop please" as you raised your hand you noticed blood spots on your palm your eyes widened with shock and your heart was racing. You turned to ashton who was breathing heavily and blood trickling from his eye you look to see the boys with they mouths covered. it went silent. Ashton lay and placed his hand over his head and groaning in pain. You got of him and stumbled backwards onto the ground and shuffled up against the wall on your bum and buried you head in your knees and violently cried. you hear the boys asking if ashton is ok. you feel a pair of hands on yours and you raise you head and shake it and see its Ashton "no get of, no get of" you wrestle out his grip you drag your self up and turn your head to avoid his eye contact " I need to go im sorry I cant do this" you run for the door " y/n wait !" it was too late you were gone and down the stairs and out the door. you cried more and fell down the wall and quietly said " what have I become"