5 seconds of summer imagines

suicidal people are angels who want to go home

Calum P.o.V

I watch the flashing lights and the sirens of the ambulance the paramedics everything stopped and slowed down into slow motion. The blood dripped from her bleeding wounds I could not  hear anything but the dropplets of the blood that hit the  bathroom tiled floor and her violent screams she spelled out my name with every sob untill she managed to say my name then reality hit me " calum make it stop"  everything flooded back the noise, the shaky voices. I ran quickly to her side I held her hand and stroked the top of her hand with her thumb. blood still dripped from her wrists as the patched it with cotton bandadges. " you will be ok baby I promise" I stroked her head I leaned down an kissed her forehead. the  paramedic placed her in a stretcher and took her in ambulance " I wont leave you y/n I promise i will always be by your side" she gave a weak but a reassuring smile " I love you calum" her voice shaked they placed a heart montior on her as everything looked ok the machine beeped "y/n, y/n" my heart raced " do something" they bumped her heart the sight was heartbreaking my fragile beautiful angel was unconscious "y/n can you hear me" they tried to speak to her if they could hear them they tried again and again. They got her out and wheeled her fast down the hall 10 minutes went by and she didnt wake up " time of death 10:45pm" I fell to my knees " im sorry but she has died from her wounds she hit a blood cell" My screams wouldnt leave my mouth the pain hit my heart I felt it break " I didnt tell her I loved her back"