5 seconds of summer imagines

Just let a tear fall (ashton Irwin imagine)

it went silent you buried your legs into your chest and hug them with your head titled resting on your knee. You were breaking you could hear your heart falling into pieces a sob would leave your mouth every once in a while, Your mascara that ran down your cheeks every time you would wipe your tears it would leave a smudge which tried up. You stopped crying an hour ago you have been siting like that for a while you didn't want to move or look up to see the mess that covered your apartment fall shiny glass that spread across your rug and broken pictures that were smashed. The reason you were like this in this situation. You and your boyfriend Ashton yeah as in the drummer of 5 seconds of summer had a bust up. But that was an hour ago. But he did not go out to calm down or packed his bags to leave you. He sat quietly on a stall behind the sofa which you were sitting on. All you could hear was your sobs and his shaky sighs as he breathed out . You both did not want to speak you and Ashton were to exhausted to speak not one single word was spoken. You glanced to the side of you to see the photo of you and Ashton acting silly in a photo booth from your first date. Your heart sank even more. You felt your self whelm up again and the pain hitting your chest it began to tighten up You could not stop yourself. You sobbed then violently cried covering your face with your hands and rocking gently. You had no control of your crying. You thought that Ashton would come and comfort you and tell you that you two were going to get through this but nothing he did not come to your side and hold you in his strong arms. He just stayed behind you ignoring the fact you were bawling your heart out. Then you remembered what he said to you

flash back!

you were crying because your stupid boyfriend cheated on you and did not so any remorse to you what so ever but just laughed in your face and carried on. You ran for the door and bolted out and got into your car still crying the tears bluing your vision. The only person you wanted to see right now was Ashton. You got to Ashton's house and quickly walked up to his front door. As he opened the door you you jumped into his armss and violently cried he held you with his strong and hushed you to calm you down which worked "whats happened ay" he walks you in and sits you on his lap " that twat cheated on me" he began wail gain. " he does not deserve you Y/N" you sobbed into his chest making his t shirt soaking wet but he did not care. " I dont deserve anyone im ugly and fat" before I could speak " Dont you dare say that, no you are not ugly or fat, you are beautiful and perfect" You began to calm down in his arms. He placed you down next to him "listen always remember this, just let a tear fall a single tear let your self feel it all and you will know you will survive and also pain is just part of life" I felt my self ease I stopped crying and stared into his beautiful green eyes. just when the moment was perfect looking into his eyes he goes and pulls a funny crossed eyed face. A giggle escaped your mouth " ashton you dufus" you playfully slap his arm. He laughs at you " your right Ashton pain is just part of life" he gave you a nod and pulled you into a tight side hug. You hugged him back. It felt safe and right to be in his arms.

flash back ended

You took a big breath in the out and wiped your tears away. You stood up and turned slowly to face a quiet Ashton siting by the table. He gives you eye contact as you move towards him. You felt a bit more strong as you reached him. You placed your self next to him and shift the stall closer to him. You could see the sympathetic look in his eyes "ok" you braised your self you had his full attention " when my ex boyfriend cheated on me, you were the only person I wanted to speak to" you escaped a breath " what did you tell me" You could see him thinking because his eyes were looking to the side of him then to you again " you told me to just let a single tear fall and that I could survive been hurt and move on from it" His tried to speak but you cut him off " and that pain was just part of life" You could see him go red like he was going to cry " but you Ashton you did not cheat on me did you, you just hurt me with horrible words "i" you cut him of again "I let my tears fall and feel the pain that I had to feel to get over this and I have" you hold on to his hand " I love you Ashton, Your not like that, your just Ashton, My Ashton that gets on my nerves sometimes , but Love so much we may fight but that's a relationship" he bows his head like he was shy he stares into your eyes and smiles at you " im so sorry I never meant to-" you place your finger on his lips to stop him speaking " it doesn't matter anymore. With saying that you leap forward at ashton and Collide your lips together. You both move insych and felt the butterflies in your stomach. You wrap your legs around him he supports you and holds your bum. You break from the kiss and lean on each others foreheads and chuckle together " I love you y/n" you kiss him " I love you too my drummer boy"