BOYS, NICK & RYLAND IMAGINES

NICK AUSTIN

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accident
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"IM SO sorry Nick" Charli said as she walked into the teenage boy's room, making him lean his head back and let the tears fall. He knew that he never should have let you leave upset, he knew that he should've gone after you and now he couldn't even apologise.

"It's not your fault, there was a truck and—" Nick cut the girl off as he placed his head in his hands and started to sob lightly, making Charli run down the hallway and grab Ryland.

The tall boy walked into the room wiping the tears from his eyes as he spotted his best friend in tears on his bed, making him walk over and sit beside him.

"Hey buddy" he said as Nick took his hat off and stared off out the window. The paparazzi didn't know what was going on, as nobody had released the fact that you passed after being hit by a drunk driver.

"If i wasn't such an asshole—" he started however Ryland placed an arm around him and brought him into his chest, making Nick let out a cry.

"Y/n wouldn't want you to ever think this was your fault okay? She loved you more than anything, and yeah she was mad at you, but you knew that she would've been home after an hour" he said softly as he rubbed Nicks back, letting him cry.

Nick had never really lost someone like you— someone that he loved more than anything. He didn't know whether to scream, cry or just sit there and stare at the wall in hopes that this was all a dream and you weren't actually dead.

But he knew that it could never be the third option. Knowing that you were gone hurt him even more, knowing that he could never kiss you again, or even hear your laugh.

"I'll leave you" Ryland whispered as Nick looked towards the boy and nodded, letting him stand up and walk out of the room.

"Thank you Ry" he said softly as Ryland smiled at
him before walking away, leaving Nick in this thoughts

three weeks prior

"You're such an idiot!" You screamed at your boyfriend as he laughed, showing you his now dyed blonde hair. You let out a giggle as you crawled towards him and ruffled your hands through it, raising an eyebrow.

"I might be able to warm up to up" you said as a smirk came over your boyfriends face.

"I knew that you'd like it" he whispered before tackling you back onto his bed, leaving you in a fit of giggles.

As the memories flooded back through Nick's mind more tears left his eyes. The fact that you were really gone had only set in around an hour ago— half an hour after he had received the news from Thomas.

As he leaned back on his bed, he glanced over at your phone that sat beside him. It hurt Nick even more than his last words to you weren't 'I love you' but instead they were more along the lines of 'go away'.

Addison tired to tell him that his was in no way his fault, but he had insisted that if he hadn't of let her go this would have never eve happened— which is true for the most part, however nobody could control the truck that flew around the corner into your car

five hours ago

"I love you, and only you" you muttered as Nick turned his back to you. Photos of you and your ex had resurfaced, and Nick's stubbornness had gotten in the way and he believed that they were real.

"I saw what I saw" he said as you rolled your eyes and groaned.

"Nick, they're from before I even knew who you were" you pleaded as the boy sat down on his bed, putting his head in his hands.

"Just go, please" he said as your face dropped and you wiped a tear that had fallen from your eye. Turning around, you took one last look at your boyfriend— without knowing that it would in fact be the last time.

"I love you" you said before walking out the door.

That was the last time Nick ever saw you, and that's what broke his heart even more. Your ex had come over to talk an hour or so after you had left and cleared it all up, making Nick feel extremely guilty about what happened.

However as the boy was going to call you, Charli chad come running into the room, tears flowing down her face.

"Car accident— y/n—she's- she's gone Nick" she choked out as tears welled up in the boys eyes and he dropped to the ground.

God, he wanted you to be in his arms right now, alive and well, him telling you how sorry he was for what he had said.

But he knew that wasn't possible anymore, and he didn't know if he would be okay with that.

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THIS IS SO SAD WTF WTF