Snow globe Of Chaos
I feel empty while I sit here
And I stare at my computer screen
For hours it almost feels like
I crave company
I crave attention
You would too if you have been what I’ve been through
And then I can’t take it anymore
I have to get out
So I grab my Jacket, phone, and earbuds
And I run down the street
I cross the road
And enter an empty park
I put on my favourite song on repeat
Everything is in fast motion
And I can’t stop it
I can’t stop the world from turning
No one can
I fall on my back and stare at the night
I feel like I’m in a snow globe
Making snow angels and looking up
At the dark sky that looks like it wraps around the earth
You would know what I mean
If you lay in the cold, cold snow
And stare at the clouds
And the moon
And all the stars
See I’m not like the average high school student
I don’t get high or get drunk
To cope with this crazy messed up world
I listen to my favourite song
Put on replay
Until my heart stops beating
Sia – Elastic Heart
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What it feels like to die
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