Loves Temptation

Chapter 6 - Confusion

 

Chilled’s POV:

“what!?” oh god my head hurt… wait, why are my pants wet… shit…

Wait… “Was that seriously a fucking dream!?”... I have to admit it was a damn good dream though...

I start to remember the actual events from last night…not the one’s from my dream…

I remember letting Ze into my room because he couldn’t sleep, then letting him sleep with me since he couldn’t sleep… I remember pulling him into my chest as I kissed the top of his head and told him it was okay…

He said  “Anthony… thank you… I always will feel safe in your arms…”

that just brought butterflies to my stomach and if I was standing it would have brought me to my knees… His sweet voice was all I needed to know it was okay, I remember pulling back and looking at him… I couldn't look away… His beautiful green eyes brought me into a trance of pure ecstasy…

I wasn’t sure if I could let this moment end… I started to lean my head in closer to him, after we were only about 3 centimeters apart he closed his eyes...

Ze’s POV:

He started to lean in… was he really going to finally do it?! Was he going to kiss me?! I closed my eyes when he came a mere centimeters from my lips and could feel my face heating up… I got scared and nervous… I mean what would happen now if we kissed? Would the live stream get weird? Would my viewers not like that I’m gay?! I don’t know!... I opened my eyes as he was almost touching my lips with his…

“... um… A-anthony…” I put my hand on his chest to stop him… He looked back at me with pleading and hurt in his eyes… I leaned forward and kissed his cheek gently… and put my forehead against his…

“...I would never try to hurt you… that’s why I don’t think I can do this right now…”

I had started crying because he probably thinks I’m a jackass… but I really like him but… I’m scared that I wouldn’t be able to control myself….

I could feel him pull away… was he mad? I should have known would be…

“...Steven…” I looked up at him through my tears… “...Y-yeah…” he cupped my cheeks and wiped away my tears… I could then see him staring me straight in the eye...and....

smiled?

“...It’s okay Steven...I can wait… but I’m j-just not sure for how long I can wait…”

I was surprised by his words...but… they were...sweet....

I could feel my face burning even more as I said “...Thank you Chilly Willy…”

...But he didn’t deserve to wait…

I took his torso in my hand… his eyes lighting up in surprise as I looked at him…

...I know that I didn’t want to do many things just yet so I just kissed his cheeks one at a time and told him “...You mean so much to me…” I just smiled and laid back down with the feeling of ecstasy while I felt two strong arms wrap around my back and pull my head into his chest  and we both fell asleep…

 

Chilled’s POV:

 

...At least I know that he feels the same… Galm was right… I just have to wait… though I’ll probably only make it to end of the week…

...Wait the bed was wet and I was pressed up against Ze… SHIT!... I quickly looked and luckily he wasn’t even there… wait where did Ze go?

I changed my clothes and went out into the kitchen where everyone was seated and waiting… “...Uh, Hey guys… what up?...”

“ Hey buddy! Ze got up early and made everyone they’re favorite breakfast! ...He’s a keeper…” Smarty gave me a wink as he finished his sentence… god damnit you ass…

I blushed a little and Jess made it even worse

“Well I have to go to work but thanks Steven! And Smarties right Anthony!” Way To Be Fucking Discrete Jess!

I felt my cheeks heating along with my ears as I sat down and started to each with Smarty, Galm and Ze... I could feel a pair of eyes on me, when I looked up it was a beautiful Canadian with a smile on his face who nodded to me and mouthed Thank you... I then smiled back and did the same and went back to eating...

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A/N

Sorry for the sort chapter, I'm having writers block...

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