Nicotine (Moriarty x Reader x Sherlock)

VII

(Sherlocks POV) 

Everything is happening so quickly, first they go out for a ride, telling me they'll be careful and continually reassuring me that they aren't going to see James. 30  minutes later I get a call from Lestrade, telling me that I need to get to the hospital as fast as I can. Absolutely freaked I tell John that we're heading to the hospital. On the outside I look calm and professional, yet on the inside, I'm screaming. I want to grab whatever I can find and throw it at a wall. I know that it's about y/n, I know something happened, I just don't know what. A thousand thoughts are racing through my mind when John taps my arm. "Sherlock, stop freaking out, you're trying to look calm but I know you, you're freaking out." "Since when did you do the deductions?" "I know its scary, Lestrade texted me to get to the hospital. I know what's going on, I'm not actually that stupid." "Of course I'm freaking out, something happened to y/n, how could I not?" "Well I know very well that if I were there you would not be this freaked out." I don't answer, it feels like there's a ball in my throat, I feel like if I try to speak I'm going to end up choking on my words. None of them understand, I care for all of them, I just don't know how to show it. If John, Lestrade, Mrs Hudson or even Molly got hurt by anyone, I would find whoever hurt them and I would kill them. I can't let them know that at all though, I can't let anyone know. It's too complicated, it goes against everything I say. God dammit why do I have to be the emotional dumb child?  Why do I have to be the one with more than just family members that care about me? Why do I have to be the one in this position? Finally we reach the hospital and we race inside, when we find Lestrade I see the look in his eyes, this isn't an easy little injury that the surgeons stitched up, this is big. "You can go in but be quiet, their head hurts and you'll be able to tell why when you see them." "Thank you, Lestrade. We will keep quiet." John glares at me warning me to not freak out when we go in, I nod and follow him in. As more and more of their body comes into vision I want to just run over and hold them. Their head's a bit bloody still, their right leg is broken, I can tell they have a broken rib, they probably fractured their arm because its not in a cast but it is wrapped up. I look over at Lestrade and he nods, assuring me that I can go over to them and say something.  Slowly I walk over, they're fully conscience and looking at me with a smile. "I'm okay Sherlock, no need to worry. After a bit I'm going to be better and everything will go back to normal okay?" "How can you say you're okay? Your legg is broken, probably a rib or two as well, your arm is probably fractured, and your head is still bleeding a bit. That's not okay." "I'm not dead, now am I? I'll heal, I'll be okay. Oh and to answer what you're thinking, no Jim doesn't know about this. It's not like they'd let him in here anyway, okay maybe they would under certain circumstances but he wouldn't hurt me, I'm sure of it." "Yea right, I still don't believe that." "Hey, let him be, he's not even behind the crime that's going on right now." "Hey, none of us need an argument breaking out right now." We both look at John, he's leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and his eyes closed.

(Johns POV) 

"Look, Y/n, we're all very happy that you're okay, we all care about you a lot and hope you recover quickly." I have Sherlock and y/ns attention, I nod to y/n and so they take the hint and take Sherlocks phone from his back pocket. I know that they want to text Jim and as much as I'm worried I know that I can trust y/n when they say that Jim won't hurt them. Plus if he does hurt them, Sherlock and I will not hesitate to hunt him down and kill him. They hide the phone under their pillow and Sherlock doesn't even notice, I'm impressed and surprised but I don't say or do anything. 

(Your POV) 

I'm surprised Sherlock didn't notice that I stole his phone, I'm going to use it to text Jim. I know John is fine with it but if Sherlock found out... I don't know what kind of trouble I'd be in. The fact is, I love them both, there's no way I could choose between them, they're both attractive, smart, secretly caring, hell they're practically the same person. Once Sherlock and John leave I'm going to text Jim and I'm going to see him for the first time in a week and a half, at least I hope I will. I love him, I love everything about him, from his insane personality to the way his eyes light up when he's happy. 

Finally after another 20 minutes of talking to Sherlock and John I find out that they'll come here at 3 pm everyday, now I know that Jim can come anytime before 2:30, Sherlock is very punctual so he can't leave late. When everyone including Lestrade leaves I whip out Sherlocks phone, I know the way around his  phone so I immediately go to his messages and find  Jim. As I read the name that he's labeled as I laugh, Sherlock knows me too well. "Don't do it, Y/n"  I hate him for being so smart sometimes, but at the times where he isn't being a smartass he's funny. Completely ignoring to label I text Jim, "Hey it's me, y/n. I stole Sherlocks phone and I know that Sherlock keeping me from you has been hard, but I'm in the hospital right now. Nothing too serious just a broken leg and rib, and my head is a little fuzzy but I'll be okay. Sherlock is going to be here everyday at three, meaning you can come visit me earlier or later. I miss you :)" 

It's been two hours and he hasn't responded yet, I decide to text him again "Hey you there? Usually you jump to messages, especially from me and I'd assume that goes for Sherlock too. Last time you didn't answer your messages I found you bloody in the corner of your office. Don't make me drag my half broken body over there again. I can't wait to see you."  I smile as I text him that, even if I'm kind of upset that he hasn't answered the first one yet. I know that eventually he's going to answer and figure out someway to come see me, I just now it, but for now I'm gonna sleep.