Nicotine (Moriarty x Reader x Sherlock)

VIII

(Jims POV)
So they're at the hospital, half broken, and waiting for me to come visit them. They're probably sleeping right now but I want to go see them anyways, I try to decide if I want to drive to the hospital, I know Sherlock won't be there and no one is going to rat me out so I don't know why I'm scared to go. I guess I'll go tomorrow since they're already asleep, but for now I need to come up with a plan, I'm getting bored and sleep won't do anything. I really need to figure out a plan and I need to do it fast, if I sit still any longer people are going to get curious and I don't need that. Eventually I start planning the fall, sherlocks end, the chance to finally beat him. Y/N will most definitely hate me after this but it's what needs to be done, just because I somehow care about them does not mean I've gone soft and lost my insanity. I still want to wreak havoc everywhere, destroy all of those pointless lives, destroy Sherlock, and be the criminal king that I am. I mean, every fairytale needs a good old fashion villain right? I want to drag this out as much as possible, make it obvious that I'm up to something, make big flashy moves, maybe I'll get caught doing something just for the fun of it since I know I won't be arrested for more than a night. Well I already know what I'm going to do first, besides send small signals to Sherlock, just need to plan it out correctly.
~5 hours later~
I'm farther into this plan, so far it's looking great, at this point I don't care if Y/N will hate me since somewhere in the back of my head tells me that they won't be too mad. I mean if this doesn't go well then they will most definitely hate me but I don't care, all I want is to be known as the most dangerous man who ended Sherlock Holmes himself. I will make myself known, I will make sure that everyone knows just how powerful I am, because I am the King of Crime. I will be happy as long as I can keep my mind on crime, it's fun causing problems, it's fun messing with people, even ordinary people. Ordinary people are boring but ever since Sherlock I've been less bored and more competitive, more energy I put into the crimes I commit, more excitement whenever I get to mess with him. In a way, that "highly-functioning Sociopath" makes me happy, it's odd but I guess it makes sense. This is great! The more I think about this plan the more excited I get, I can't wait to carry this out.
(Sorry this is so short I'm just having a hard time)