The Bullet to my Heart

I'm not ALWAYS with him...

Kageyama POV

          "Alright guys. Just remember to come back here around 1:30 AM. We have to make it to Tokyo in time for the next training camp." Coach Ukai states as we wrapped up practice. "Alright, you're free to go." 

           I walked over towards the club room to claim my things when I felt a rush of air zoom on past me. "HINATA DUMBASS SLOW DOWN!" I shout, not sure how he still has that much energy. Like the competitive person I am, I chased after him, losing our friendly competition race. 

           "I won! HAHA! In your face!" I turned my head, giving him my death glare. 

           "We weren't even racing idiot. You just happen to have gotten here before me." I replied, taking off my volleyball practice jersey and slipping on a fresh new plain black T-shirt. 

           "I'm gonna go to the bathroom. Wait for me, will you?" Before I could reply, he thanks me, walking out of the room. I could just leave.. No, that wouldn't be very friendly of me.. but.. I'm not very friendly to begin with.. at the same time, it IS Hinata.. UGH! CURSE FEELINGS!! I saw that he had left his bag, so I took it for him, walking out just as the rest of the team came in. 

            "Hey Kageyama. Is Hinata not with you?" Daichi questions from outside of the room as he fills up his water bottle. 

            "He went to the bathroom. And why did you ask that like he's almost always with me? I don't own him." I state, feeling a rush of the cold winter air run down my spine. 

           "I know. And by the way, you really are always with him. Believe it or not." I raise an eyebrow, getting a low chuckle from our captain. "Whether you guys are fighting or you're playing volleyball, you're always arriving together, you've started practicing during lunch, and if I recall, you guys are going to each others houses for study sessions with Yachi." Oh shit. We really do hang out quite a bit. 

           "Oi Kageyama, where's your little boyfriend? Noya and I wanted to talk with him." Not THAT much though! 

           "Excuse me, what!?" I question, a borderline heat appearing on my face. I thought it was just me getting mad, but I knew myself better than that. 

           "Ryu, calm down. Ever since you called the two of them lovebirds you've been saying that. They're not dating." I stared down at the short boy, knowing he still had something he wanted to say. "Well not yet." He says under his breath, smirking. 

           "HEY! I have ears you know!" I state, clenching my fists before feeling a tug on my shirt, causing me to look down at the now present ginger. 

           "Come on! You're so slow Kageyama!" He says, pulling me. THE HELL!? DID HE HEAR THAT!? I saw Nishinoya and Tanaka staring out the door at us as we walked away, Hinata still dragging me. I wanted to smack those smirks clean off their faces. 

           'Hinata, you can let go of me now.' I say.. well, thought about saying. The way his little hands grasped my 'Karasuno' jacket made my own palms sweaty. The butterflies in my stomach kept growing and growing every second, not even giving me a second to collect myself. 

           "Hey Kageyama.." He starts, getting me to look down at him. "My mom texted me and asked if you wanted to come over since we have to leave late tonight and probably won't get much sleep. She also said that she wanted someone walking with me since I'm 'too short'! Like.. I can jump over someone if they try and hurt me!" 

            "Yea, sure, I'll come over.. And your mom does have a point. You look like an Elementary schooler." I say as he grabs his bike, dragging it along with us. 

            "Oh come on! A middle schooler at least!" I just laughed as I continued making fun of his adorably small height. "So are you gonna text your mom and ask her!? I mean, you can't just not show up at your house!" 

           "My parents.. well.. let's just say neither of them are in town and my sister went with them." Hinata just looked up at me, grinning. "What?" 

           "So they left you behind, huh?" He questions, putting himself in a proud stance, showing that he was happy with the snappy statement he had given. 

          "Asshole, no! It's because my sisters in collage! got that!" He looked up at me, putting on his 'you look scary right now' face. "Hinata.." I start, trying as best I could to calm my face down and put on my most approachable look. "Do I really have a scary face?" He looks up at me, a confused look in his eyes. They then began radiating a more.. 'unpleasant' vibe. 

          "Defiantly! You need to not scowl as much! Smile for once in your life!" I look away for a moment, spreading my cheeks wide, attempting to show off every bit of my teeth. 

          "How about now?" I ask, looking at him once again only to be brought with the most dead look of the century.. well.. maybe not century, more like decade. 

          "No! No way! You need to not try as hard! Relax! Think of something that makes you happy!" Something that makes me.. Happy? Well.. quite a few things get me happy. Let's see.. you have Milk.. Volleyball.. Hinata when he makes that cute face after hitting one of our famous quicks.. After that thought, I had realized I hit a winner when I felt my cheeks turn red. My cheeks naturally rose up while a kind warmth appeared in my eyes. 

          "How about this one?" He turned towards me, but when his eyes landed on my face, he just stared up, dumbfounded. ..Why are you looking at me so weirdly?! Just say something!

         "What did you even think of?" You. Yea right, like I could say that out loud. "Because it worked.." He just kept staring, making me flush even more.. Although.. I couldn't look away. "Kageyama.. You have really pretty-" Before he could finish his sentence, the idiot crashed right into a tree. 

         "HINATA! YOU DUMBASS!!... AND YOU'RE BLEEDING!? WHAT THE HELL DUDE!?" I flipped my backpack around, grabbing the tissues I had in there and handing them to him. "Here. Just hold it on your nose, I'll get your bike." 

         I had said that like the moment we had just faded away. What was he going to say!? I have really pretty what!? I pretty personality!? Pretty teeth!? Are they even that white?! Wait, was he even gonna say something about me!? Was he gonna just tease me? Oh, or call something else pretty!? FUUUUCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!! 

        We carried on the rest of our walk in silence, the both of us not wanting to start a conversation.. or we just didn't know what to talk about. Thankfully it wasn't awkward. Actually.. I enjoyed it. Just Hinata and I. Just the two of us. Just walking. Complete silence surrounding the area.. If I wanted to, I could probably just grab him, pull him into the woods and fuck him. Fuck him as hard as I wanted to.. I'd cover his mouth with my shirt and just abuse every single area of his body in love. Well.. I do WANT to.. but if I did anything without his permission, much less something like THAT... He would never talk to me again. 

          "Kageyama, come on. I think I smell curry!" he shouts, beginning to run up to his house since it was now in eye sight view. 

          "Oi dumbass! Don't run off without me! Especially since I still have your damn bike!" I ran up and parked the black and white vehicle in the driveway, chasing after him while he ran inside.. What I wasn't aware of.. was the figure in the woods. Covered in all black.. watching me like a hawk...