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Alyssa POV
".....but I'm with nash " Sammy looked down and his happy expression quickly turned very sad.
" Sammy I -"
" save it "
Then before I knew it he walked away, ugh . A tear fell down my face , ' why am I crying over him?' Then someone sat down next to me .
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Sammy.

" hey don't cry"
" Sammy why shouldn't I be crying?"
He sighed " I really don't know ."
" exactly. I love Nash and don't ever want to leave him but you were my first true love ." I started crying again .
" hey alyssa. I get it things are hard right now . Your situation is pretty messed us right now and I can wait I promise . In the end if you want nash then that can be how it is, but if you want me then it can work that way too.
Alyssa I just want you to know I'll always be here for you , friend or not friend, boyfriend or not boyfriend . Any condition were in I'll always be there for you."
I jumped out of my seat and hugged him so tight " I rmeber when we used to be like this. So tight and close "
" me too" I say
I wipe my tears and look to Sammy " thanks Sammy. These last few years of my life would be EXTREMLY DIFFERNT without you. I can't even explain how much you just helped me let alone how much you already do. I have to be totally honest. That kiss felt good it felt like normal again..."
He smiled and so did I " then let's make things normal again." I smiled " okay but back to friends normal not in love normal k?" Sammys expression faded slightly but he still nodded " got it . Best friends "
" the bestest!" We laughed .

NASHS pov
Why's alyssa gone so long?

Is she with Sammy?

What are they talking about?

Are they kissing?

Should I go see?

Will she hate me if I do?

I want my girl back

Sammy wouldn't do that right?

They looked pretty close though

Does alyssa like him?

Does Sammy like alyssa?

I'm so worried

I want alyssa back

Sammy isn't gonna try to kiss her right?

What am I doing?

All these millions of thoughts filled my head and they couldn't seem to find a way out , my stomach was turning my foot was tapping my head was pounding, my emotions were going crazy
What are they doing?
That thought kept finding its way back in my head and re accuring and re accuring till I stood up,
No
No
No
I can't do this , I should let them have there space right? I should give them time right?
I sat back down and cam grabbed my wrist "
" bro calm down there probably just talking"
How did he know what I was thinking?
"What?"
"You kept saying ' what are they talking about' "
"Oh"
" nash you look worried"
" I am cam.
She's my girlfriend , I can't let her and Sammy do anything. Cam I really love her ."
" okay let me go get her "
I nodded and cam got out of bed and got his crutches

~ five minutes later ~
Cam walked in with alyssa and Sammh both . Okay well this is gonna be Akward .
" hey ." I patted the seat next to me and alyssa sat down . I wrapped my arm around her . Ahh yes finally.
" hey guys lets do a truth or dare on my channel when we go home ! We can do a video on everyone's channel."
Everyone nodded
" yea that sounds like fun." Sammy said
I nodded ," you up for it alyssa?"
I looked down and Alyssa was asleep in my arms . I smiled
" she really likes you nash " I looked up and it was Sammy
" yeah I guess so ."
" Nash I know she does . She talked about you the whole time promise you ."
I smiled
" okay."
Sam looked down
" you know Sam , she looked thrilled when she saw you. I swear you two must be best friends ."
" yeah we have a good friendship . I've known her sense I was 2"
Nash smiled " so you gonna stay longer ?"
" I'm actually thinking of moving here."
" dude. You should move in with us!"
" okay great thanks dude."
" no problem"

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~ when they're home ~
( still Nashs POV)
Alyssa was still asleep and we were about to start the video .
" babe wake up ." I shook her lightly
" okay "
She woke up and smiled . I kissed her lips lightly " we're about to shoot a video c'mon"
We stood up and walked to the living room where we were gonna shoot it.

" hey guys it's nash and I'm here with -
" Sammy"
" CAmeron "
" and alyssa "
" and today we're gonna be doing truth or dare ."
" we got truth and dates from you guys on Twitter. So let's go
Okay alyssa truth or dare?

"Hmm
Truth "
"Okay , is it true me and you are a couple?"
She laughs " yes"

Sammys turn

" Sammy truth or dare?"
" dare "
" kiss one of the other players ."
Cam runs out
" on the cheek"
Sam leans over and kissed alyssa on the cheek ,
Jealousy was building up on me .
" okay cams turn ."
~ skip the videos ~
" okay thanks for watching" alyssa says
On each channel we did

Mine- truth or dare
Cameron's - messy sauce challenge
Sammys- 7 second challenge
Alyssas - #ask us ( not a challenge)

That night ended perfectly .
We watched the fault in our stars and Alyssa cried trough most of it. I soothed her and she slowly fell asleep .

I looked down at my phone
11:39 pm
Sammy was asleep and so was cam and Alyssa . I gave her a quick peck on the top of her head and then fell asleep.

Oh how I love this girl ❤️❤️

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