Don't ever leave me | Daiharu Fluff

Suffering Pain🔖

Well shit the title says it all ._.

Song of the chapter: "Someone like you" by Adele.

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Haru's POV

I turned around to look at that familiar voice...

It was 'Daisuke'....

I'm having mixed feelings right now... Whether I should be sad or feel guilt. Why are they talking about marriage?

Does Daisuke already had a girlfriend and just secretly dated me for fun? Or...

'Just to waste time on someone who can be easily played like me'...

'Oh right how am I a fool. How could I forget who would even love a piece of crap weak some sh*t like me.'

I could feel some wet tears falling in my cheeks. Theres no time for that.

I left the Cafe Shop. Why was I there again? I forgot because of Anxiety filling me up. I cant just leave Kamei and the others.

But I dont want them to see me in this state.

'I have to keep my posture. I have to smile even if I'm painfully dying inside'.

I wiped my face until its unrecognizable that I cried. I faked a smile infront of them.

"Hey guys lets go". I said they all nodded. And we all went shopping. I didn't bought anything wasn't even bothered finding something.

I was just there like a 'mannequin' holding some supposedly gifts for my 'boyfriend who has a fiance'.

I'm fine I swear I'm fine 😶. The Fiance was my cousin Ichika Sato. She's getting married to my boyfriend...

I dont really know what to do. I just hope we finish this as much as possible. I wanna burst it all on my pillow chan so he could also see how I'm achingly facing this through.

And then Kamei finally noticed I was off today. He knew I wasn't been myself lately. He went towards me

"Haru what happened you were so happy when you bought those gifts for Daisuke. Its like you can't even wait to give it to him with your eyes sparkling. And when you came back I know you weren't okay" He said.

"Yeah I'm just not feeling well lately. Maybe I have a cold" I lied. They all changed to a concerned face. They all decided we should go back home. I was about to oppose when they said "Haru your health is more important! Theres still alot of chances to go out like this. We could go out again next time".

'Great I ruined everything. Why am I so good at messing up at everything?'

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Before we arrive the parking we have to go pass through the bay. And so we walked through the bay. I could see the ocean waves crashing to the surface.

Birds flying in unity. Clouds together with that pink sky. Takes me back to our Perfect Date.

But now he might bring her there now at the air balloon with the beautiful scenery,

Its not me anymore...

I wanna burst into tears but I saw that Tapei and Kamei wanted to check on the new game. I decided to leave out here. And Saeki also joined me staying here.

So both of them left. Its just Saeki and I. And she spoke "Haru I know you're not fine. I feel like you're going through a quarrel or something right now".