I used to cut skin
with a surated blade
I liked the pain
I liked the blood
I liked feeling numb
I used to do many things
things that hurt my mother and father
now it only hurts me
to hold in my pain
to keep it locked away
to keep it in it's cage
to hide my tears
as I cry at night
my pain flutters freely
god I hate my pain
and
my pain hates me
